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Thursday, October 29, 2009 JOLENE IS BUSY THIS UPCOMING FEW WEEKS, BE RIGHT BACK TO BLOGGING SOON :P
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:51 PM.
Friday, October 16, 2009 Photos Galore of Taiwan Trip (Part Two) ...
Still plenty of photos coming up ... Be patient and wait ... haha :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:47 AM. Wednesday, October 14, 2009 Miss Zhang's Birthday Surprise Photos Galore :)
Feeling Tired Already Miss Zhang ???
Daytona ... haha :)
Food Delicious Dinner ...
What's so funny ???
At ASTONS ...
Para Para Queen ...
Cutting its mouth into 2 parts ...
Blow it away ...
Xin Yue and her Xin Xin Cake ...
Candles in the middle of the Eyes :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 11:23 AM.Photos Galore of Taiwan Trip (Part One) ...
Stay Tune For Part Two ... Coming Soon :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:46 AM. Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Hello Hello :) Jolene is back after the weeks of hols :)
Hols has been filled with sleep and drama and more sleep and more drama ... haha :)
What i did during my hols ???
- I went to taiwan again for a holiday :)
been there shopping like a crazy woman ...
spend all my money by the second day ...
ate nice food ... ESPECIALLY SHILIN CHICKEN ... haha :) (Make Yue super jealous) haha :)
came back with 10 pairs of shoes, 4 bags, 16 pieces of clothing and loads of accessories
( i manage to buy the Boys over flowers necklace too ... super fruitful shopping spree :)
and my baggage was 23 kg ... almost needed to pay for excess baggage ...
- Went for a day trip to amk
was wanting to go do the transfer of the ez link card so we meeted loh ... me, yue and wen ... cheating could not come ... after changing we head to Fish & Co for lunch , then bought tickets to watch Fame ... not too bad lah ... then walked around aimlessly then found Astons and settle for dinner ... then home it was :)
- Spend my time watching all the drama that was in my house ...
GuGu passed them to me some time ago but had no time to watch so may as well make full use of the time :)
Watch Dajang's Spring, This Hateful Love, Hot Shot, Brown Sugar Macchiato :)
Also read books by Low Kay Hua, Yue passed them to me too ... nice stories ya :)
- Celebrate Yue's birthday at her house ... (House was super far loh ... Chai Chee ... )
so we wanted to surprise her with a DURIAN CAKE ... haha ... went hunting for it with wen loh ...
then on the actual day i meet wen super early, then went to collect cake bought some booze and cab to her house ...
then we wanted to surprise her loh ... then so we called her and wen kept laughing and yue dad saw her ... then yue bro heard me talking outside the house ... LOL ... then yue saw us ... haha :)
we were so busted ... haha ...
so cut the cake, drank the booze then headed to Dobby Ghaut ... to satisfy yue's para para desire ... then i also tried a hand at playing ... not bad lah ... then we were making fun of the moves ... haha ... got some was called taxi then the seaweed game ... super funny lah ...
then we played daytona ... then we challenge ddr battle ver. ... i won ... haha ... and yue swear to beat me next time ... then headed to lan shop ... played audition ... haha ... wen kept winning ... it was like until level 6 then yue and i can take a break and let wen play her own game ...
then we played Life 4 Dead ... this time i never scream at all but was super calm and super cold ... then one guy came along and hell broke lose ... he alerted the witch and wen and i was killed then we exited the game ... stupid person loh ...
Then we headed to The Cathay for dinner ... ASTONS for dinner ... thought going to be lesser ppl but no loh queued for like 20 mins before getting a table ... then ordered food but it took super long to come ... then we were like counting if i finished my onion rings and they still haven served they are going to get hell ... but lucky it came if not ... haha ...
then headed back to play ddr then we parted ways soon after ...
So today is the second day of sch and my timetable is super sulky ... super late going home timings ... and super late coming to sch timings ... so as usual photos later and till some other time then :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:26 PM. Wednesday, September 2, 2009 Back in school today even though i was planning on self study at home ... Due to Mrs Joanna Seam got problems with our EVM video ... LOL ... make Yue come back with me ... haha ... in the end Wen also came along ... Because of 1 stupid video ... LOL ...
Things have not been going smoothly these past few days ...
All i can say is that things are not what it seems to be these days ...
There is really still a whole lot of things to learn from human relations and how to manage relationships ...
Life is really never a bed of roses and things won't always go smoothly the way you want it to be ...
Sometimes i really just shut my eyes and take a back seat towards everything, no use trying so hard ...
Exams are just round the corner ... Been studying a fair bit lah ... I am after all still worried about my results :)
Good News !!!
I would be going to TAIWAN ... YIPPIE !!!!!!
Next week i would be flying off for a week before coming back ...
This would be my second trip in a year ... and it was only 5 months back that i have just been to taiwan ...
Just by thinking of all the things in taiwan makes my mouth water :)
Anyway, wish me good luck for exams ... and to my besties too :)
Till later then :)
(PS: there was actually suppose to be a post on my birthday but blogger was not working properly so i never manage to post lah ... for the pictures and details can visit my bestie blog ... )
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:14 AM. Monday, August 3, 2009 Today just presented our Event Management Project ... Done quite well lah ... our team :)
We manage to get our Celebratory Party from Mrs Seam :)
Anyway, I really want to thank my team mates, XinYue, ZiTing, HuiWen and Jasmine ...
Thank you, even thought i may be not so nice temper to you all but thank you for tolerating me ... Being there for me and helping me to fight "Chen Shui Bian" and for pouring honey also ... haha ... then thank you ... i really enjoy working tgt with you all ...
To: XinYue, Zi Ting, Hui Wen
Thank You and I really love you guys :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:08 PM. Monday, July 27, 2009 Changed new blogskin and got a cute bear mixpod ...
Thanks to my daughter Wei Wei :) and Xin Yue :)
I have manage to get my anger down all thanks to my friends and my mummy :)
No use getting angry over all these stupid things ...
Not worth my time anyway ...
Been doing project these weekend and manage to finish now only waiting for cheating then can pass up already :)
Today Cheating and XinYue never come school then only had HuiWen to pei me in school ...
But thank god that S&W is CANCELLED ... haha ... also i forgot to bring pe attire :) only remember when HuiWen told me in SCHOOL but then too late already ... haha :)
then today nothing much happen lah ... only quite bored ... make fun of Shen Jing Po during lunch just now ... haha :)
So fun ... Battle with HuiWen becomes my only pleasure ... cos last week she kept winning then previous i keep winning also ... hopefully this week will keep winning her ... haha :)
also hor i think i addicted to PATAPON liao ... keep hogging on to XinYue psp playing then can play until no batt then say shit out loud in MRT ... haha ... so unglam some more than got ppl looking at me ...
till next time lah ... never study for EVM test then Mrs Seam say want to call parents and telll them that we never study ... because we doing project mah then call for what ... LOL ...
ByeBye :) :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:23 PM. Wednesday, July 22, 2009 Things has just gotten overboard these few days ... and i write this blog post because i am not going to let "YOU" get away scotfree AND YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW WHO AM I TALKING ABOUT ... if you don't write about me why the hell would i go and write about you ... then you said that i used HARSH words then i would say if you consider that HARSH then i would say you are just acting like a GAL ... I HAVE ALREADY WARN YOU TO GET LOST BUT YOU STILL CHOSE TO PROVOKE ME ... you have only YOURSELF to blame ... you can choose to BRAIN-WASH everyone around me BUT PEOPLE have EYES TO SEE AND EARS TO HEAR ... and don't think that you can use any of my friends to hurt me cos i am not going to let you do that ... AND IF YOU EVER DARE HURT MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU GET AWAY WITH IT ... and one thing for sure I AM NOT GOING TO TOLERATE YOUR NONSENSE ANYMORE ... I HAVE HAD ENOUGH ALREADY ... you better not tread on the line and if you PROVOKE me once more i WOULD NOT HESITATE to FIGHT BACK ... MARK MY WORDS ... also get it clear that it is you that is clinging on to the past like a mad man and not letting go ... NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO CHANGE BACK TO THE PAST ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:19 AM. Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Many things have change for these past few weeks or months... Things have gone really different and i am getting along with my life very pretty much better ... I just hope that things will return to the time where i just only need to concentrate on school work and church and family only ... I want things to go back to like last time but not with you in it ... i want my original life back ... so please stop bothering me and get yourself a new life ... i really wish that you can respect my decisions and leave me alone ... i don't care what has happen in the past but now is now ... this is what i want ... i am just too busy with too many things ... so please GET LOST ...
Alright, now for pretty much updates about me ...
- My status has change from taken to single ... and i am happy ...
- Remember i said that my ear hole was slanted ... well i have since left the ear hole to close by itself and then got it pierce again and now it is progressing very well
- I got a new phone my SAMSUNG F480 ...
- I changed from pre-paid to line.
- I cut my fringe
- I am busy with my school work
- Many projects are flooding in
- my Event Management project is happening just round the corner on 5 to 7 June .
- I love my friends even more
- I have more free time to do my own stuff
- I finished reading the whole Twilight Series (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn) the new book is coming out this year and there is also the movie. the book is good .
- I spend more time with my friends and family
- Lastly, i am actually enjoying my life to the fullest :)
that's all ... till next time :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:53 AM. Tuesday, March 3, 2009 Harlow EVERYONE ... i am here to blog finally after much pestering my my friends ... ok ... here's what happening recently to me ... hehe ...
- I am going to taiwan from 5th april to 9th april
- I bought a new screen protector and leather pouch for my IPOD
- I send my IPOD for repair as it could not play songs at all (think it has gone bonkers)
- A lot of things happen during projects and now the friendship has crack lines ... not with my buddies lah ...
- My 3th ear hole had and infection and the person who pierce my hole pierce it slantly so I LET THE HOLE CLOSE but i am going to get another one real soon ...
- During CNY a lot of meeting up with relatives and also saw a lot of NEW cousins i never saw before
- I lost BF psp memory card
- I am currently a FACEBOOK ADDICT
- I am sick , down with flu and cough
- Exam week is coming next week then its hols
- Valentine's Day i got flowers and chocolates and then we buddies bought some things for me ...
- Yesterday go to sim lim square , we bought a character of what we like then there is a button for you to press and it lights up ...
Try to upload pictures if possible lah ...
Next time ... Bye Bye :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:17 PM. Tuesday, January 20, 2009 have not been blogging for a long time ... so some updates ... i got a pair of new spectacles and it was the same design as samuel's ... OMG ... lucky it was of different colour ... haha ... then i got my THIRD EAR HOLE PIERCED yesterday ... hehe ... then i finally bought the earring that i was looking for the connect 2 ear holes kind ... and then finally its going to be CHINESE NEW YEAR ... and i bought a lot of clothes and shoes this year ... i just had reunion dinner with ye ye last sunday and it was fun ... haha ... update more next time :)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:19 AM. Wednesday, December 10, 2008 HEY GUYS ... I'M BACK ... haha ... ok so its been a long long time since i blogged ... not a exactly nice thing ya ... but so far i have been busy with exams and spark camp ... there are a lot of things i want to say but you know it is not very good to be talking bad about ppl ... so i don't want to elaborate more about that ... but good news first i was a success at the spark camp things were so call running as to what i wanted and that overall i was not that bad ... haha ... i know i am thick skin ... haha ... then exams were not so good cos i did not have the time to studay and that when i study last minute not all things go into the brain but at least some got in so not that bad after all ... haha ... ya lah ... so holidays are coming and i have many activities planned out and YES !!! I DON'T INTEND TO WORK AT ALL ... COS I NEED MY SLEEP ... hehe .. so no work so what if i have no money ... i can still live ... not to worry ... haha ... so i would be going to work on my school projects and of course shopping for new year clothes ... better work fast if not chinese new year is coming soon ... can you believe it that chinese new year is only next month ... haha ... so need to work fast ... going to go shopping with xin yue ... haha ... book her liao ... so then church christmas party is only next week so i am going shopping right after i come back from KUKUP TRIP ... haha ... going this sunday and would be back next monday ... so see you guys next time ya ... till i'm back ... BYE !!!
PS: PICTURES LATER AS USUAL ...
PPS: I DON'T LIKE SOMEONE ... STRESS ... THEN WHAT AM I ??? GOING MAD ... DOTS
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:08 PM. Friday, November 14, 2008 i am super angry and pissed off ... for the past few days i have been tolerating all the nonsense that is going around in my house ... Almost every time at home when someone is not around my parents would expect me to help the someone who is not at home ... it does not mean that everytime i help the person that i would always help forever ... THEY IN FACT ARE THE ONES TAKING ME FOR GRANTED ... so what if she is busy outside does it meant that you do not need to do your chores at home ... does it meant that your siblings would always be at home to do it for you ... COME ON ... GET A LIFE LAH ... think what just because your siblings are there to help you once does it meant that everytime that you are not at home ... we as sibilings have to help you ... if you feel that i am mean to my sibilings think abt this your sister requires your help to do her chores 2 to 3 times a week and that she doesn't say thank you at all and when ask to say thank you , your sister says i never ask you to do for me what ... so if you were me would you feel like helping her at all ... not to mention that i have 2 sibilings even though that my second sister requires less help in her chores ... tell me would you be mad ... would you feel like not helping at all ... and on top of that your parents can say who is doing the chores and you say its your sister that is outside and they say why can't you help her, don't you think you are too much, if you go for counseling then you would know that you are too much ... and when you try to fight back and they scold you ... think of it ... who is the one that is too much, who is the one that actually requires counseling ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 11:09 PM.What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?
| What Jolene Yam Li Ching Means |
 You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. |
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:08 PM. Wednesday, October 22, 2008 here to blog again ... a lot of things have happen within the short span of time ... both happy and unhappy things ... i got my hair rebonded ... spent a bomb on my hair ... haha ... got new clothes and shoes ... i finally bought another pair of flats instead of heels ... bad things next ... for the first time i felt in my life ... i was really unhappy even after a few days ... if you don't know i usually get back to my usual self by the next day after bad things happen ... do you know how hard izit to act like you are happy when you are actually not happy ... do you know how hard izit to smile when you don't want to have a smile on your face ... do you know how hard izit to laugh when you don't feel like laughing at all ... do you know how hard izit to sleep when you don't feel like sleeping ... do you know how hard izit to hold back your tears when you don't feel like holding back your tears ... do you know how hard izit to look at your handphone hoping to see something but nothing is there at all ... do you know how hard izit to not think about you but in the end still thought of you ...
PS: Thanks gals for being there for me (:
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:23 AM. Saturday, October 4, 2008 
My FIRST BLOOD DONATION ... HAHA ...
pain ok ... only when they inject the anesthetic ...
MY PRECIOUS BLOOD ...
wonder who is going to get it ...
Bandage ... haha ...
Our Curry Zazzle Bake Rice ...
Roy aka Ah Choi ...
His unglam pictures ...
His unglam pics ... taken by me ... haha ... here to blog again ... many things to blog about hor ... firstly went out with roy to plaza singapura for movies ... weeehaha ... then was the blood donation ... it was my FIRST TIME loh ... ok lah ...
then very funny thing happen ... the nurse ask me if i ok ... i said yeah ... then qing yan ask me i also say i am ok ... then qing yan say your lips very pale ... then the nurse ask me again i say feel like vomitting ... haha ... then she ask me what i eat ... i say i got eat hor ... then i say 1 tau kwa , 1 hotdog , 2 small muffins ... then she say ... wah you really eat very little ... then lower my chair down ... and take food give me eat ... then she say next time if donate blood must eat more ... then i say i don't know mah ... then she say don't know ... later die ah ... then i laugh ... haha ...
... gonna post the pictures ok ... so lesser waiting time this round ... haha ... have been working at mum's office ... so was kinda busy ... then came the results for school ... i can say i am happy at all ... i think i am starting to get complacent ... 2 B's and 1 C ... really bad GPA was only 2.688 ... really bad ... i think next sem gonna CHIONG liao ... let the pictures do the talking then i do the talking ... haha ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:09 PM. Monday, September 22, 2008 
Samantha in plaits ...
Samantha in plaits trying to escape from picture taking ... 
XinYue I think you love it ... haha ... 
They two just love it ... What does it look like ? haha (:
OMG ... Nice Sahring ...
Group Discussion ...
Candy Floss eating ...
Fang eating candy floss ...
Fang why are you laughing until like that ...
Not listening to class but taking pictures ...
The sisters ...
Fang do you need to play until like that .... 
Fang reading magazine ... 
Sam and Eunice ... 
Fang Messy Hair ... 
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:41 PM.
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:33 PM.ok i am here to fufil all my pass promises about the pictures ... i will upload them now all at one go ... haha ... enjoy ... to see the pictures ... go back to the posts ... and it will be together with it
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I <3 GLOOMY @ 8:13 PM. Friday, September 19, 2008 
Waiter Cockroach ... haha ...
Kor Kor Cockroach ... 
Mama singing ...
Mama cutting Bdae Cake ...
Mama with her Bdae Cake ... 
Lao Mei eating the LARGEST piece of CAKE ...
Mama and Kor Kor Cockroach ...
Mama and Kor Kor Cockroach ...
Nice Pair ... Jing Yi and Jing Qiang ...
Mama PRETTY LEGS ... MEI TUI ...
The sisters ... quite blur pic loh ...Here to blog again ... haha ... it has been a nice holiday but the weather is just too hot for me to take it ... just hate the hot sun ... haha ... been to kbox yesterday to celebrate Jing Yi's Birthday ... got me, kor kor cockroach and lao mei lao pao and mama ... we went to the kbox at jurong entertainment ... so since i have internet i will post the pictures ... let the pictures do the talking bah ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:12 PM. Friday, September 12, 2008 here to blog again ... yuppie ... its the beginning of holidays and i am not going to find work but i am going to stay at home all day long ... haha ... so i am pretty free ... haha ... so yesterday when to saw my friend of Dorcas my lao da ... pretty sad loh ... hate to see her leave ... 6 MONTHS WITHOUT HER ... sad sia ... so went till pretty late loh ... then we was not able to catch the last train back had to cab home ... lucky Xue Ling Jie was there she gave us money to cab back home ... then today is Daryl's turn to go into army but no worries only 3 weeks nia still can see him ... but going to be quite bored and hard cos if i got any problems he is not there to help me in LCD ... sian sia ... my exams were not easy at all had quite a hard time but i thank god for being there for me ... he blessed me in the way that i could not have imagine at all ... let me tell you ... i was having my exams on a monday and there was not enough time for me to study i only had a sat night and sun afternoon to study ... so i had to do selective studying and choose to study those easy ones ... i did and left everything to god ... haha ... then monday was the exam when we had 10 mins of reading time ... i flip through the paper and i could not believe what i was seeing ... the easy questions all came out and those that i did not know well did not come out at all ... i was so happy as i knew that it was going to be a easy one for me ... when i finished vmy exams and came out i was feeling so happy ... my friends who did study the hard ones was a bit upset that she did not study the easy ones ... so i really thank god ... as for my accounts still ok loh ... those barely pass kind ... my lucky i manage to balance my cashbook and control account and bank reconciliation sucks big time ... gonna stop here lah ... blog next time ... haha ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:13 PM. Thursday, September 4, 2008 
i tie the ribbon on her head ... hehe ...
she needs to bite out the candles ...
throwing out the candles ...
Cutting her cake ...
Fang sitting on my lap ... my daughter ok ...
making a wish ... hoping that her trademark will ... ermm
hehe ...
sing BDAE song ... 
Pic 1 but someone not ready ... haha ...
Pic 2 ... at least all ready ... haha ...ok ... here to blog again ... today is paulina birthday and then we celebrated for her in school ... then when she was blowing out her birthday cake a took some cream and then slam on her face ... haha ... then she took some cream and put on my face also ... hope that all her wishes will come true ... called T'R'S they said that the HR Manager was not at his desk then told me to call back later ... so called just now but no answer going to try again later ... quite angry loh ... how long already and still don't want to give me my pay ... it is not like they got no money lah ... going to give them a piece of my mind ... really quite angry loh ... later going to buona vista at 6 pm for farewell dinner for DORCAS and DARYL ... haha ... we are going to NUS megabites for dinner ... going to miss DORCAS a lot ... less this DA JIE in LCD going to be quite lonely ... are have to do myself ... then less DARYL going to be having less laughter in CG liao lor ... and my JIU XING when i got problems on sun with the LCD thing lor ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:19 PM. Thursday, August 28, 2008 Jolene is ok now le ... yesterday call T'R'S again and the guy say that he did throw in the cheque under QCD 2 weeks ago so then i go update still don't have ... then i took bus with XinYue to cineleisure cos of movie outing ... the guy call XinYue hp but then we never hear ... then as soon as going to alight XinYue realise that someone call her then look at the number reckon that is was that guy from T'R'S ... used Daryl phone to call but never answer then used CherYing phone after 5 times of trying finally someone pick up manage to get the guy ... he said that the cheque was accidently torn into 2 by the bank staff when they were getting out the cheque ... seems that it was stuck in the edge ... then he say he is going to re-issue again then he would mail to me to refrain from the trouble once more ... said ok then got mummy to email him out address ... so now have to wait patiently for the cheque to come ... took damn long lah ... so back to the movies ... we when and watch 12 LOTUS ... firstly we were late for the show for 10 mins as waiting for Noah and Caleb ... cos there were in the toilet ... so miss the first 10 mins of the show ... then just imagine that a father would just take a cane and whack her daughter down, father died in an accident where the van drove come and the father fly of and still can speak to the daughter in the hospital , then gang fights and gang rapes were very common in the show, then loansharks trying to kill ppl who owe them money with a jacksaw ... STUNNING right ... then the main actress died by swallowing down her necklace that she was preventing someone taking from her ... and the show ended just like that ... then there was more of music and songs talking about the lifes of the characters ... then as we were walking out Noah was singing watch 12 LOTUS waste $6 may as well eat good meal ... then we were laughing lah ... thereafter when to bedok for dinner and we sat there for very long lah ... then took bus back to woodlands then change to mrt then take 300 home ... during the bus ride we were all talking about last time in school gang loh ... then 2 couple malays ask Daryl to lower down our volume lah ... can realise that they were not happy at us loh ... then 1 of the couple the gal was bigger size then the guy lah and also taller loh ... we were all laughing lah ... ok talk more next time ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:46 PM. Wednesday, August 27, 2008 JOLENE IS IN A FOUL MOOD COS STUPID T'R'S HAVEN GIVE ME MY PAY AND THEY SAY THEY GIVE ALREADY GONNA GO CHECK MY ACCT AGAIN ... MY SISTER BOUGHT THE PERSON I DON'T LIKE HOME ... SO ... GRR ... GRR ... DON'T CROSS THE LINE I WILL BITE ... GRR ... GRR ... MAYBE IF I GO FOR MOVIES TODAY WITH CHURCH MATES I WILL FEEL BETTER ... HOPE THAT MS YVONNE END CLASS EARLY TODAY ... KEEPING FINGERS CROSS ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:14 AM.ok ... this post was requested by ROY AKA AH CHOI ... so on last friday i actually had went for a interact club activity ... we went to some old folks home and did some cleaning ... i was assigned to #08-1898 which sad to say we cannot find ... ya ... i wasn't with my friends due to some ppl who changed our groups ... we search through the letter box and realise that there was not such unit ... then we went to the other block to search but still can't find too bad ... then we went to sarah home and sat there after a while someone came and ask us and eventually found the unit number ... so we went in and ask the granny how can we help her loh ... she said that we can help her by cleaning the windows as she can't reach ... then the window grills was actually lock ... by wires ... then we ask her how come ... then she said that actually a young boy living on the 7th floor actually can climb up into her flat ... HORRENDOUS ... just imagine that ... someone climbing up into your flat in the middle of the night ... ok ... so her windows were very dirty ... one swipe and the cloth turns blackish grey ... then i ask her how went was the last time she clean her windows ? she said was about 5 years ago cos that was the time she moved in ... haha ... but elderly mah ... so then we asked her who does she stay with ... she says she stays with her husband and we reckon that must be problems in her family and stop probing le loh ... there after we left her flat ... then after the activity we went to tiong bahru plaza for dinner and back home ... had a quite meaningful day ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:37 AM. Monday, August 25, 2008 
my shirt sticker ... haha ...
the "J" IS MINE ... on the second round ...Yesterday was the bowling competition organised by church teens... haha... but the weather was not good we really needed the good sun but the rain kept coming dampening all of our outdoor games plan and our mount faber park games ... the rain was really horrid and that much was needed to be done to get out of the rain ... transportation and umbrellas were insufficient ... food was needed to be collect all the way from faber park to bring to the void deck that we were using ... and it was the first time I ACTUALLY HAD PROBLEMS TRYING TO TALK TO SOME NEW FRIENDS WITH AN AGE GAP OF 2 YEARS ... i really feel that i am like too old ... haha ... so the older ones form a group call the "LAO REN " ... haha ... Dorcas friend ,Ee Sheng drove so i manage to escape some of the bigger rains ... haha ... then it was like i was suppose to go back by mrt with Daryl but since Ee Sheng was sending Dorcas home i was dropped off at Bukit Gombak saved quite a lot of time ... haha ... Chang Hua and Qi Yun came late but they got there in time for the bowling but missed the bonding session ... the most funny part was trying to explain to CH on how to get to Mount Faber SAFRA ... cos he was at vivo ... i was like passing the phone to Daryl then asking Caleb then to Cher Young ... but they finally got there ... i hope that Qi Yun had fun cos she seems a bit too quiet ... CH was very funny with the way he bowls ... he would be like slip and fall kind ... haha ... should have taken picture ... Kenneth was like mimicking him ... damn funny lah ... the was ok lah ... my shirt size was actually L it was just nice but somehow uncomfortable then Liliy change for me to XL ... satisfied ... then Daryl friend came then she was like took L also but cannot fit in lah ... so i had to actually change back to L and give her the XL ... DARYL OWES ME ONCE ... haha ... i took some pictures upload next time ok ... my score was like 143 total of the combination of 2 sets ... quite lousy lah ... don't know what happen on the 2nd set ... haha ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:27 AM. Wednesday, August 20, 2008 sometimes i don't really know what i want in life ... i can't decide on certain things by myself ... i finally bought my PSP ... hehe ... but it was after much serious consideration ... like several months ... i until the day i buy i still don't know whether did i want a psp or a nds ... Oh ... nevermind ... can't buy again lah ... so just get on with it loh ... but its like i lost sense of direction in life le ... everything seems very brim for me ... i don't know why but just have this kind of feeling loh ... prayed about it lah but i don't seem to get a reply from God ... maybe its just not the time yet ... you know those kind of pins people wear on their tongues where their pierce ... i like you know but of course not on my tongue but on the ears instead ... quite nice leh ... i wanna get one ... but i scared my ear hole not so big ... haha ... ok so ZHANG XIN YUE ... SWITCH BODIES OF TWEETY AND STITCH ... AHH ... THEY LOOK HORRIBLE ... ok i admit that the tweety bird head on stitch body looks quite cute lah ... but i prefer stich in his own body with breast hair so cute ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:00 AM. Friday, August 15, 2008 
My Cake ...
Me with the cake ...
Prezie ...
Prezie ...
Me with Cake posing for paulina ... i take pictures better than her ... haha ...today MY BIRTHDAY ... hehe ... so had a wonderful time in school ... my family help me celebrate ... haha ... made me sit in the canteen ... then go to class lights all off ... thought that they were going to prank me or something ... don't dare go into class ... haha ... THANK YOU HOR ... upload some pictures later ... the other day first time took lorry sit at the back somemore ... my first time wor ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:20 PM. Wednesday, August 13, 2008 
Henna ... 
Right is ME ... Left is XinYue ... 
Daddy making ugly faces ...
Daddy making fun of Mummy ...
Joey and Mummy trying to take picture ... Daddy disturbing ...
olden days clothes put in boxes for collection by customers ...
old sewing machine ...
old sewing machine ...
old camera ...
ricoh brand of old camera ...
wedding gown in olden days ...
wedding gown of olden days ...
the chinese dolls ...
gramphone ...
spiral staircase ...
spiral staircase ...
very old camera ...
Henna ...
Henna ... after wash ...
henna ... half by xin yue ... half by eunice ...
henna ...
Swaroski Crystal pasted onto the key ... haha ... i do the hor ...i never blog quite long le right ... haha ... been quite busy like a bumble bee ... tabernacle class , school , excursion trips , bazzar ... we did quite well for the bazzar on thursday 7 aug ... earn some profit ... continuing doing it till now ... left with one class top go for tabernacle class ... had to keep extending as could Xue Ling Jie could not finish teaching ... and recently some things happen which i don't want to talk about ... went to the museum on the 7 aug quite fun ... took some pictures ... let the pictures do the talking ... upload some time later ... i do realise that i have a lot of pictures that i need to upload ... ya ... bday coming up ... gonna have a fantastic time ... going for buffet with mum on sat ... family dinner ... haha ... river view hotel again ... DURIAN CAKE HERE I COME ON SATURDAY ... haha ... blog next time ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:36 AM. Tuesday, August 5, 2008 OK ... i am trying to write as often as i can so just keep your fingers cross that i will continue ... but i may write on one day but post the next day so pls be patient ... I really dont know what has happen to my IPOD but i had to RESTORE EVERYTHING TO FACTORY SETTINGS ... AHHHH ... so everything is gone ... SONGS , VIDEOS, PHOTOS ... FRANTIC ... So here i am writing all this with my classmates laughing at me ... to download the software to reformat my IPOD was going to take 6 hours at my place ... so when to CH place to download super fast lah ... then now don't know would need how many days to piece all the songs back together ... so busier than ever ... Birthday coming up following week friday ... haha ... Mummy is bringing me to tea buffet at GOODWOOD PARK HOTEL ... haha ... i just love that place ... FANTASTIC ... then following sat going to buffet again with Ah Gong at RiverView Hotel ... Durian Cake Superb ... ok ... enough of food ... i am fasting hor ... know that it would be very tempting for me but i am going to finish it through ... hehe ... just now huifang and Xin yue sent me and mms ... i did not know who it was so go online and open mms inbox ... damn funny lah ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:40 PM. Monday, August 4, 2008 here to blog again ... i am damn tried and i definitely need to sleep ... BADLY I REALLY MEAN IT ... gonna have a extermely busy time this week ... Went to FOP (Festival of Praise) with church mates ... i tell you it was fun and enjoyable and praising and worshipping God like never before ... Hillsong and Parachute Band ... Reuben Morgan ... i tell you he is one neat worship leader ... how i wish our church had someone like him ... then church would be like ... WOOHOO ... The lead singer from parachute band was pretty good too ... his vocals are damn powerful ... compare to Reuben Morgan ... his vocals win ... but compared to experience Reuben wins ... haha ... he is quite funny also ... when he sings his head will like rock to the right, rock to the right ... haha ... but i tell you the experience at FOP is life changing ... i can feel it that all the ppl who went is never going to be the same again ... Amen ... XueLing Jie talk to us after the FOP ... she said that she saw something that is going to happen to us all beginning with this saturday Encounter Camp ... our praise and worship team is going to just get better and better and will go and conquer Malaysia and the youth there ... quite ambitious right ... but i know that we can do it ... Things are getting pretty busy in my life with more commitments ... haha ... but i should be able to manage it well ...
Labels: FOP
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:35 AM. Thursday, July 31, 2008 
Attempt 1 ... Failed ...
Attempt 2 ... Failed ...
Attempt 3 ... Failed ...
Attempt 4 ... PASSED FINALLY ... haha ... haha... here to blog again ... this week having tabernacle classes in church ... so kinda busy ... classes only start at 7.45pm then need to be there at 7 pm to set up LCD ... don't know why system was not working properly so had big problems ... but in the end shifted upstairs then now don't know Video team whether bringing up BIG BOX or not ... if got BIG BOX things would be easier ... when to Jurong Point to accompany Eunice to cut hair , was like 1 person cut hair ,6 person follow ... Xin Yue, Hui Fang, Zi Ting, Eunice, Samantha, Jing Yi and Me ... when to sand storm loh ... was like $20.90 quite expensive ... seeing them cut makes me feel like cutting also ... in the end, Samantha ans Zi Ting went and cut ... We took bus 154 loh ... Don't know how the driver got his liscense suddenly brake one leh ... i was seating next to the pole la ... every time he brake, jing yi slam on me and my leg hit the pole loh ... i still say that i going to get blue black le lah ... and my leg going to break into 2 liao ... Jing Yi still can laugh somemore ... then when to church loh ... take mrt with Xin Yue ... Damn funny lah ... cos the stop before was redhill so next stop should be tiong bahru then outram ... i ask xin yue what stop izit going to be next she told me Tanjong Pagar then outram ... i look at her loh ... STARING kind ... then i thought that for 1 sec that i miss my stop loh ... then i tell her is tiong bahru she still can laugh somemore ... haha ... anyway i was pretty lucky cos i got a ride from daryl parents then yesterday no more space so i took mrt lucky lah ... got in the last train ... cos Melissa told me if rush still have ... hehe ... so save money on cab ... haha ... blog more later ok ... i got another henna ... upload pictures some other time ... got one time i when home in one of the uncle's lorry ... first time i sat at the back of the lorry ... woo hoo ... fun ...
Labels: Tired and shack ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:10 PM. Tuesday, July 22, 2008 hey hey ... here to blog again ... the pass weekend has not been a fantastic one ... but one that is like a roller coaster ride ... God spoke to me in many ways and has let me know that further more and diffcult challenges awaits me ... he first let me know that my family does not seem to be as spiritually as i though it is ... then he let me know that he has more things in LCD Ministry that he wants me to do and take up the responsibility ... as probation is now officially over ... he also wants me to lead my sisters into another level of our spiritual life ... and he puts faces in my heart that he wants me to help them and that he will believe in ... on sat he put gugu face , ChangHua and his family, Meow Meow and her family ... i know that he has his purpose in showing that face to me ... i really hope that God can help ChangHua's cousin, QiYun in the diffculties that she is now facing ... and also ChangHua's brother ... i really hope that they both can come to church ... QiYun is most probably coming this sat ... and i hope that his brother can also come maybe starting from the bowling competition ... and i have ask meow meow to come for the bowling competition ... she says that she will consider and ask some of her friends ... hui fang can't come as she has work on that day ... tmr class is going out for class bonding and Jurong Entertainment Centre to watch a movie Batman:The Dark Knight ... i watched it on friday liao loh ... but nevermind cos i need to leave early as Lily, Daryl, Dorcas coming over to my place for a short meeting and discussion ... hehe ... so still not too bad ... haha ... update more next time okay ... got photos too ... but leave it all to next time ... haha ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:32 PM. Thursday, July 17, 2008 
Me with Eunice after the playing of my hair ...
Me very reluctant smiling for Meow Meow to take ... 
the new ring which i bought ...
the new keychain with a whistle ...
quite sometime ago took in class ... make use of the sun light ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:14 PM.I got my ring today le ... will upload the pics at night ... i had the urge to get another necklace but lucky use a lot of self control to prevent myself from buying ... so i was sitting at Eunice place playing Diner Dash 2 ... Eunice came back and started playing with my hair ... creating 2 plaits ... at first she don't have clips to clip my hair ... then JINGYI say she got hair clips ... ahhh ... then clip already Eunice say So Cute !!! ... then meow meow started coming to take picture ... then Mrs Cheong also laugh at me loh ... Eunice also ... haha ... saw the pictures ... actually lookquite funny loh ... will upload the pictures all together tonight ... if i have the time ... hehe ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:47 PM. Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Previous post was deleted already and should not be talk about anymore ... Sorry to everyone involved cos i want the matter to rest in peace and let all harm that has been done to leave it as it is and forget about it ... Makes me realise that a lot of things are not really what i have know about to be ... I truly believe that behind every human lies a mask that is not meant for others to know ... and that i should relook at my life and in the choices that i have made ... perhaps that it is true that people can have plenty of friends but 1 best of all friends is enough to hit off all the rest ... Problems may arise in the future and there will be no end to it ... ENOUGH OF MOODY STUFF ... I DECIDE TO GET A NINTENDO DS LITE ... HAHA ... but i will have to wait for Eunice to decide frist before buying together ... Will be getting a red colour one as the dark blue one is out of stock le ... red on the top and black on the bottom ... cost about $290 ... GONNA GO GET SOME CHOCOLATE TODAY ... Also i got a ring in school for 12 bucks to replace the one that i am going to take out on 15 Aug (hehe ... my birthday ...) will upload the picture another day ok ... so 2 pictures under the belt ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 2:10 PM. Thursday, July 10, 2008 Harlow ... not exactly in a very good mood to blog ... but still ok ... yesterday there was something wrong with the phone again ... Eunice aka Cuttlefish call me i harlow harlow ... cannot hear her talk ... but she can hear me ... so saw her in school then we both try again then realise phone speaker got problem ... but when put to loud speaker can hear ... so angry ... when down to handphone shop again last night ... open ang said the cable spoil need to change whole piece cost another $40 ... but no choice total paid $ 120 including daddy's sponsor amount ... if i know earlier then don't repair le but new one suan le loh ... but anyway i have decided to get a nds ... trying to buy the blue one ... but i still really can't decide whether to get a psp or a nds ... give some comments in my tagboard ya ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:10 PM. Wednesday, July 9, 2008 1)What do you want most?
- to faster finish ITE studies and go Poly ...
2)Where do you want to go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- Korea, Taiwan, i got a lot of places i want to go ... best if round the world tour ... hehe ...
3)Whats your favourite thing to do?
- Watch TV dramas lah ... and of course sleep ... hehe ...
4)Do you think money can buy you happiness?
- To a certain degree ... yes ... but who can live without $$$ ...
5)If you can have one dream come true,what would it be?
- It is to go overseas to study or study in local uni ...
6)Do you believe you can live without money?
No Way ... unless you are immortal ... haha ...
7)Who do you wanna be with right now?
- Family, Besties, Loved One (but maybe not now after 15Aug then can)
8)Whats LOVE?
- Loving is to be there for one another .. helping each other when in needy times ... and keeping the LOVE strong ...
9)What do you dream about of doing in the future?
- Maybe a product development manager ... specialize in tours ...
10)List 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
- Caring ... Friendly ... Smart in Maths ...
11)What makes you happy?
- Eating Chocolate ... able to pass everyday happily ...
12)What type of person do you hate the most?
- Bullies ... Backstabbers ... Insensitive ppl ...
13)Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
- Working ... and maybe marrried ??
14)At what age do you intend to get married?
- 25 to 28
15)How many children do you intend to have ? Boy or Gal ?
- 2 ... 1boy, 1 gal
16)What I wish for?
- To someday find the special one in my life ...
17)If you had a chance to change your life, what would you want to change?
- Change my hair ... cos i don't really like my hair ...
18)The love of your life now?
- Family... Besties ...
19)Are you courageous enough to tell a person you like her?
- Maybe ...
20)Are you strong in your beliefs?
- Yes ... Faithful Christian ...
Instruction:
Remove 1 qns from above & add as your personal qns. Make it total of 20 qns. Then tag 8 ppl in your list , list them out at the end of this post. Notify them that they have been tagged
1. Meow Meow
2. XinYue
3. ChangHua(YOU ARE NOT GETTING AWAY WITH IT)
4. Roy
5. Aileen
6. Elfie
7. Joey
8. Nicole
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:44 AM. Monday, July 7, 2008 hey hey ... it is the first day of school and Mrs Cheong is already teaching liao ... so bored ... i got back my phone on sat ... but sad to say the guy did not return me my battery ... i was mad cos that means 1 more day without battery ... almost ended up in an arguement with daddy ... said like don't know trust the guy or me better ... made me quit upset ... when down on sunday ... the guy said he can't find my battery and gave me a new one ... but who ask him to anyhow do things ... worst still found out that he upgraded my software all stuff is gone ... the games, my contacts ... then realise that actually sony ericsson phones default memory is actually phone memory and not SIM for contacts ... but no choice so must hand write already loh ... seems like a brand new start hor ... sat when out with ChangHua before going to church ... actually was to go see psp ... but ended up shopping instead ... cos i scared i could not resist the urge to buy immediately ... suppose to go see this coming sat ... so go shopping cos ChangHua said wanted to buy shirt ... realise that he was more picky than daddy ... haha ... i thought that daddy was already picky but he better still ... lucky still got buy if not later i vomit blood ... but he buy faster than daddy ... daddy always see see first but in the end may not buy ... haha ... Got ChangHua to let me psp to try play first and see good or not ... in the end he also lend me ds ... now i don't know which one is better ... cos both also good to play ... how i wish can buy both ... haha ... sunday not suppose to be my duty day but becos i see calendar wrongly again and even i ask dorcas what time to meet still wrong ... haha ... don't know what is becoming of me ... worst still next week dorcas, esther,claire not coming ... so is only me and su fong ... worried sia ... hope nothing goes wrong ... CH went to church with me on sun ... haha ... need to meet at 6 ... so scared late sia ... but lucky never if not dorcas will nag at me again ... poor ch need to wake up so early ... ask him go with dad say paiseh ... so no choice earlier loh ... all teens were called to the front to be laid hands on and given blessings and mo oil ... can't explain that ... but i know that God has more things install for me ... i was already crying when i was worshipping ... Pastor came and laid hands on me cry even more ... hehe ... Pastor prayed for me and told me more things about myself that i may not have known ... he said that i would have to use that kind heart of mine to help those who are weaker and help them in their needs ... he also said that i have to learn to understand that this world is not as good that i have think that it is ... and that i would need to broaden my perspectives of this world ... leaving me to ponder for quite some time as to what i meant ... Uncle David prayed for me too ... but the procedure quite funny ... At first Uncle Charles was standing in front and he laid hands then suddenly his hands left and a softer hand laid on my head and a soft voice spoken ... then i know it is Uncle David ... haha ... cos i am his niece ma ... Same to both my sisters ... haha ... we say that Uncle David quite cute actually ... talk till here first ok until i got more things to talk ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:02 AM. Friday, July 4, 2008 IN A EXCEPTIONALLY BAD AND FOUL MOOD ... HANDPHONE STILL NOT READY YET ... TO ANGRY TO TALK ... AHHHHHH
I <3 GLOOMY @ 8:36 AM. Tuesday, July 1, 2008 Today is exactly 1 week and 1 day since my phone was taken away by the repair guy... and i have yet to get my phone back ... i am very mad loh ... not keeping promises that he was suppose to ... don't know what is he doing fancy holding my phone for so long and not faster repair and return ... not everybody has a spare phone ok ... can't he understand ... i don't have a spare phone and the one i am using is borrowed from my godma ... and that i still can't use the phone properly and that i am getting very impatient of waiting already ... if i had known earlier that he would be taking so long .. may as well sent to sony erricson within 1 week confirm can get back ... waste my time only ... and still can say no need to wait so long very fast can get back ... too angry to talk liao lah ... i now trying to catch up in FATED TO LOVE YOU and also watching THE LEGEND that is now airing here ... but due to the airing time i would be in church so decided to borrow from my friend and watch i tell you it is a good show loh ... and i suspect that they may have put too much makeup on bae yong jun to make him look younger then compare to winter sonata where i think he looks like a uncle ... also in the show they put herbs to cure one of the guardians reminds me of him looking like a fish with fish scales ... haha ... very funny go watch the show then you would know le ... that's all talk more next time ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 6:36 PM. Wednesday, June 25, 2008 this post was supposed to be uploaded yesterday but i could not finish writhing so posted today ... i recently when to work at "A PLACE" thinking that i would only work for 3 weeks as cashier and just leave the job with the money ... but first day at that work place was still fine ... when came second day i had some questions and voids that i did not know ... when i ask ppl , they say you treat me then i teach you ... the customer stare at me blankly ... and they meant serious ... not once but twice ... there is a limit to my tolerance i tell you ... when i needed to get something ... the ppl that was suppose to help me told me can't you see i'm busy can't you go get yourself ... my customer can also shake head ... i tell you the ppl there are all racist ... so i decided to resigned on sat ... cos i was already feeling very angry and sadden by this matter ... let me tell you i find that that place is very bad and not to work in that place anymore ... so i when don't and told them that i would not be working anymore ... and i was told that i have to work for at least 3 days before i would get my pay ... just imagine working for 2 days from 9-7pm and 9-1am ... and no pay ... but i got my pay lah in the end my NEW GODMA helped me got it back ... so now i am working in my mom office helping them do stuff ... still ok cos at least the people here are still better then there... now for my hand phone ... sent it to repair shop on monday ... was told that could get it done on the spot ... but no had to leave it there ... day after day daddy has been calling the guy and going down to see whether izit done or not but still not ok yet ... so still mad at need to use lousy phone ... hope that i can get my phone back tonight but no HIGH HOPES ... HAHA ... talk next time ...
Labels: FURIATING AND DISGUSTED STUFF
I <3 GLOOMY @ 7:17 PM. Thursday, June 12, 2008 ok ... more bad news ... the guy that always help dad to repair phone is on holiday and will only be back on 23 June ... AHHH... horror ... without my phone ... but contacts may be saved but no gurantee ... he say must be the cable spoil not the software ... but still living in bad times ... got a spare phone but not nice as my phone to use ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:24 PM. Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Hey hay ... good things don't happen ... but bad things keep on happening ... first was the shock of my life by the lizard ... now is my handphone which died on me ... goodness gracious ... i think i am going to faint ... called the centre ask me to go down to service centre could be hardware problem ... think may need to take and service ... so if you are my friend and i know you sms me your number ... cos i really lost all my contacts ... thanks ...
Labels: sms me your hp number
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:18 PM. Monday, June 9, 2008 COUNTING DOWN TO HOLIDAYS ... 5 DAYS TO GO ... YUPPIE ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:35 AM.ok .. the 2nd thing i want to blog about is how God spoke to me during the teens camp ... this year was meant like a healing for me and to let me be able to walk out of my past and to help others who were previously like me ... and that i should not be ashamed of my past deeds ... God showed me about how last year he had a calling for me that was to become a co-worker in church and this year i listen to his calling and responded and is now a co-worker ... things for me are not like in the past ... more things were expected of me and that i started to serving both in teens service and main service ... i was suppose to have grown up ... and i am starting to grow up le ... no longer the person that i am used to being ... i can feel that God is trying to let me know that he has more things installed for me but it is still not the time to tell me yet ... and that i should just continue to do what he wants of me and wait patiently at his altar ... ok i know that i should not critisize but i feel that it is not right of these people ... we started singing in praise and worship new songs that were sang during teens camp ... breakaway and wo yong yuan de jiu zhu ... our c7hurch mostly are middle age people and those people can say are these are the songs like rap for old people ... i was sadden but can't blame them ... but i still feel quite sore ... if the church always sing old songs to cater to old people then what about the youngsters ? its like nothing caters to us ... the sermons are already very bored and what happens if the songs are too ... then no teenagers are willing to come ... and the church would really become a old persons only church ... really these people need to get a life ... ok ... god pls forgive my sin for saying all these things but i really feel unfair for you ... Amen ...
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I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:16 AM.ok ... i had something to tell ... i think that i am still in a state of shock and horror by lizards ... on friday night when i sleep i dreamed that at the back of my dad's car had BATS , COCKROACHES , LIZARDS, RATS ... and i was xia xing de loh ... i tell you the stupid lizard has created a huge impact on me loh ... need time to recover from state of shock ... lizards get out of my life ...
Labels: HATEFUL LIZARDS, State of Shock
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:18 AM. Thursday, June 5, 2008 Ok ... i said that i was not going to blog but i have 2 big things to blog about ... which i am dying to say ... the first one is about a LIZARD ... second is about God speaking to me ... ok here goes ... last night when i reach home from teens camp and i on the light in the living i saw something running into corridor of my house which leads to my bedroom ... so when i on the light in the corridor the LIZARD ran into my room ... HORRENDOUS ... i saw it on the wall in my room and i chase it back to the corridor ... i ran into the kitchen and took SHIELDTOX and spray at the LIZARD ... but it never die ... horror it ran into the kitchen and stood at one corner i practically watch eye to eye ... i was tired and wanting my bed ... so i told the lizard ... i am going to bath when i come out i don't want to see you ... so i went and bath ... i was excepting it to have left already but ... NO ... it was still standing at the corner where it was ... i was damn furious ... i spray more SHIELDTOX at it but still no reaction from it , throw shoe at it but still never die ... then it overturn and started to struggle ... i got frighten and off the lights ran into my room ... close the door and all windows and force myself to sleep ... this morning when i woke up i thought my dad would have killed the LIZARD but NO it was still lying in the same place but this time no struggling just overturned and not moving ... i was like OMG ... in the morning did my mom or dad step on it ... then i took the dust pan and start poking at it no reaction ... so slowly push the dead LIZARD onto the dustpan like scooping and i ran into the toilet and flush it down and i make sure i press many times ... so no proper funeral for it ... too bad cos i was scared of it ... i am going off le ... talk about the second thing next time ...
Labels: HATEFUL LIZARDS
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:38 PM. Wednesday, June 4, 2008 Feeling tired and WANTING my BED ... aHHH ... also feeling unable to contain the madness in me ... last night was the first day of teens camp everything was excellent and i feel that God is going to start up a change in me ... so awaitng for the ultimate calling of my life ... but won't tell you what is it first until i confirm myself ... update more tmr loh ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:02 AM. Tuesday, June 3, 2008 hehe ... here to blog again ... i got an excuse chit for wearing slippers to school for the whole of this week ... hehe ... so today would be the first day of teens camp ... joey went in the morning and jazreel would be going with me this evening ... so i would be getting a few approved leave if not i would be late ... so if i have the time in sch i would be blogging more often ... i feel that i am getting ADDICTED to DJ MAX ... OMG ... and my friend still can tell me saying who was the one who said that DJ MAX was not fun at all and she would never play ... and can play until my friend's psp died on my hands ... hehe ... now dying to play again ... haha ... so after this lesson i am going home, change and off i go and would only be back late tonight ... ok so that's fer now ... ciao ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:27 PM. Monday, June 2, 2008 
Post this fer my gugu to see so she can buy fer me in hongkong ... i want black color ... and the frame in silver ... hehe ... thank you ...
Labels: fer gugu
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:04 AM.today i wore slippers to school again ... cos yesterday i saw that the blister heal le ... then i go and peel and it bleed again ... so now painful loh ... so no one to blame but me ... hehe ... still can laugh somemore ... last friday i had OFA test ... and the pc that i was using could not print even after i tried 3 times and the indian teacher still don't want to let me change pc ... i was hopping started to get anxious cos not much time left ... then another teacher let me change pc ... then only did i manage to print ... the indian teacher always like that the other day AFD test also same thing ... the exam only say no writing in pencil on answer paper but did not say anything abt writing in pencil on question paper ... and as usual i wrote a lot of stuff on the question paper and make me erase it of ... wa lao ... and still can argue saying that instructions say cannot ... then i go ask AFD teacher she say can write on question paper loh ... waste my time only ... i don't know what would it be like if she was teaching me loh ... i guess would be horrendous ba ... so this week is teens camp week and i can't go so would be shuttling in out every night for sermon ... my sisters are going ... this year would be very different from previous from last year as my classes end later and that means i would rush like mad liao loh ... sat i had teens service and sun main serrvice loh ... so as usual after service go home and watch "TV" ... yesterday watch princess diaries 2 ... damn cool loh ... am i childish or what ... still like those fairytale kind of story ... ok blog next time ya ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:46 AM. Thursday, May 29, 2008 Hi ... finally getting the habit of blogging everyday ... hope that i will have something to say everyday ... today my class had NAPFA test ... All stations at 1 go ... damn tired can ... just imagine doing sit up, standing broad jump, sit & reach, shuttle run, incline pull-up and 2.4KM RUN.
all in 1 morning loh ... then somemore i was not wearing proper running shoes and then i got BLISTERS ... on both of my foot ... pain loh ... run 2.4 km i came in number 88 ... haha ... fafa somemore ... hehehe ... other class after NAPFA can go HOME ... but our class still got lessons OFA and AFD ... cos tmr got OFA test loh ... how i wish i can go home bath and sleep ... i smell stinky loh ... so now i am blogging in OFA lesson ... haha ... everybody doing work and i blogging ... cos Mrs Cheong not in class ... hehe ... wish me luck in test tmr yeah ... and may all of SF can pass their OFA test except "HER" ... Grr ... next week would be TEENS CAMP ... YEAH ... so i would be shuttling in and out every night ... my 2 sisters would be staying over ... going to be a very fun, life-changing, fufilling, exciting camp ... how i wish i can stay over too ... but i still got school and cannot get aproved leave ... so only can look forward to next year's teens camp and pray hard that i can go ... so i may not be blogging often next week ... but i promise that i will blog after the camp and tell more abt it ... so till next time ...
Labels: Blisters, NAPFA test, Teens Camp
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:48 PM. Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ok ... less mad today ... so can blog about something ... last sat had how to get A's seminar.... quite fun loh ... now in class but no teacher ... AFD Lesson teacher got something on so no class ... OFA lesson teacher absent ... BFD teacher got graduation ceremony so no class ... S&W lesson maybe don't have cos tmr napfa test ... so i think going to go home damn early can ... ok blog next time ba ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:20 AM. Tuesday, May 27, 2008 Actually i was supposed to blog yesterday but i was hell not in mood to blog about it ...
this happened sometime ago ... there was someone in class who was quite stuck up ... she got 100 marks in a class test and said in front of me ... you got how much ? i said i got 97 then she said i got 100 leh and she show that hao lian face in front of me ... i was damn angry loh ... then another time i got 100 she got 97 and she come ask me you get how much ? i say 100 ... then she said huh you get 100 ah ... i will get 100 one loh this time miss only la ... i was damn furious loh ... so when there was a test that would affect gpa ... i wanted to do better than her loh ... then yesterday teacher say she got 100 and i got 97 ... then i was super upset loh cos she is going to like show that smurk on her face and again hao lian in class loh ... i really wish that she woud just dissapear from my class and NEVER SEE HER AGAIN ... IT WAS NOT LIKE I WAS MEAN AND BAD TO HER BUT I WAS VERY GOOD TO HER LOH ... HELP HER IN ACCOUNTS WHEN SHE DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO ... AND HOW CAN SHE BE LIKE THAT ... i was very genuine in helping her loh .... felt so betrayed ... blog next time lah ... too mad le ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 2:44 PM. Wednesday, May 21, 2008 I promise to blog on Ziting Birthday so here I am now in sch blogging in lessons ... hehe ... Okay ... we decide to give a surprise to Ziting on her birthday which was last friday ... we surprise her in school and bring the cake to class ... She was surprised loh ... We gave her presents ... folded hearts using straws and stars too ... also a piggy bank ... then after school went to IMM decide to eat at Ichiban Sushi then when playing at mini toons ... ok photos next... blog next time ya ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:04 AM.
At Ichiban Sushi ...
Smiles ...
Our group Photo ...
On the Kiddy Ride ...
At IMM ...
Ziting Birthday Cake ...
The Full Set ... 
Chicken Katsu Tamago ... 
My Favourite Miso Soup... 
At Ichiban Sushi
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:52 AM. Tuesday, May 20, 2008 
Harlow ... I very long never blog le ... haha... upload some photos on hkg trip last aug 07 yeah... then after i will blog about ZiTing birthday celebrations ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:01 PM. Tuesday, December 11, 2007 nowadays i feel like not going to work, so tired loh... but still force myself to go... and office low season liao so not many ppl everyday can slack and do nothing all day long... yesterday help my mummy to grate pineapple then got something ci jing my hand... very painful somemore... and i didn't realise until today luch time... then GuGu help me pull out but waste 70cent to go buy the safety pin... we standing at the shelter at first thought come out le... but never then need to poke another hole... then finally after take out le my hand so painful... next sat got christmas family party at my house... me and GuGu order a lot of food... got chicken, english sausage, honey ham, turkey, italian beef stew, mango log cake, mini cream puffs, mini eclair... maybe even ordering swensens ice cream log cake... the rocky road... my favourite... some more during christmas no need to go to work so happy loh... can sleep in as long as i like ...can also go to church... so long never go liao... going to be very fun loh... especially the christmas outreach... blog next time...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 6:40 PM. Thursday, November 22, 2007 HARLOW EVERYBODY 我回来了！！！
So long never blog liao... 以今忘记what is the feeling of blogging... haha...
i now doing my attachment in chan brother's travel...
i learn a lot of things here loh...
even though very tiring but fun and fufilling...
i even made new friends; Ashley, JueNi, Jennifer,Casey and many many more...
Lucky my boss Richard is not the MR BAD kind of person... haha...
i also made some mistakes, but luckly got my buddy Jennifer to help me... hehe:-p)
i very happy over here but as you all know 人吗！总会遇到不如心所愿的事情 but 还是可以overcome ...
But i really MISS church a lot... Missing those SaT and SuN spending time together with my friends and talking crap and just slack all day...
Attachment going to end soon then it would be holiday til APRIL .... haha....
Just thinking of that can make me laugh out loud in my DREAMS... haha...
Must leave some thing to talk next time ...ok?... BYE...
PS: By the way , I still have not finish updating my Hongkong trip pics.... Keep waiting ok?
I PROMISE to UPLOAD my pic as soon as i have time:-p)
I <3 GLOOMY @ 11:53 AM. Thursday, September 6, 2007 
jumbo floating restaurant... some more need to pay hkg 50 for the ride...
miss dewi sucking on the spoon... hahaha...
miss dewi eating the ice cream...
this is the funniest part... ms dewi ,our class advisor buying ice cream...
traditional ice-cream truck... yay...
at the repulse bay beach...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 4:02 PM.
view of stanley market...
me and wai sum at stanley market...
me and dyannah @ stanley market...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:46 PM.
Prawn dumpling noodle
the district area in hongkong...
the most often used tunnel daily that goes under the water...
the view of honkong...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:32 PM. Thursday, August 30, 2007 
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:14 PM.
at hongkong airport ... going to collect our luggage...
dyannah and me at boarding room...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:54 PM.
me and agnes at css2 prelude recording...
xubin...
wilson...
fukuan...
ninja turtle marcus...
javin...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:14 PM.Hi... Just got back from hongkong on sunday... not feeling very well ... keep on having stomachache ... i will start upload the photos... but it would be split up into different parts... will comment on the photos in next post ... so this is just for now... will write when i feel better ... bye...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:10 PM. Wednesday, August 8, 2007 
Ya Si, Me, Ming Li, Wai Sum...
Me and Elaine...
Me and Wai Sum... SHE concert...
Zijie and Me... At mediacorp...
Zijie, Me, Diya... At SHE concert...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:07 PM.
Elaine ... I tou pai in the studio... the guard standing next to somemore... he he
The Studio...
Just finish recording ...
Xu Bin ... He quite handsome...
Jia Jun ...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:00 PM. Thursday, July 26, 2007 Hi... just wanted to update a bit as some of my friends are wondering why i do not bother to update my blog at all... so i would be going to Hongkong on 23 august and would be back on 26 august ... i know i promise to upload the css2 pictures but sorry i would be uploading tham together with my hongkong trip pictures ... this hongkong trip would be a sweet birthday treat as my birthday is on 15 august and i'm a bit excited and it would be my first overseas trip without my parents but with my classmates... i am so happy as this is my first time going top hongkong and i would be planning a shoping spreeeeee...haha... i would also not be updating till then as i would be working on my thinking skills project on communication problems with parents so till then i would not have much time to update so i think its bye for now...ciao
I <3 GLOOMY @ 4:39 PM.Hi... i am back to blogging again... I would be going to Hongkong on 23 august and be back on 26 august ... it would be considered as a birthday treat for me as my birthday is on 15 august and i'm so happy as i would be going with my class (will upload the pictures when i come back)... regarding the css2 pictures i will upload them together with my hongkong trip picture... for the next few weeks i would be quite busy as i will be working on my thinking skills project on communication problems with parents... so i would not be able to blog for quite sometime ... so till then its goodbye for now...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 4:02 PM. Wednesday, July 18, 2007 Hi... after so long i am finally able to start blogging again... Seriously during tha past one month i have practically been working all day long at the airport and i did'nt even have time to watch my favourite shows... but the job was very fufilling and i learnt many new stuff from the seniors over there and made a couple of new friends... so time was well spent ... also on monday i went to mediacorp to watch campus superstar revival round live recording... it was so different from watching on television and the whole thing was just so new and fresh to me... i also manage to take some pictures os the contestants exp: wilson,fukuan,jiajunandxubin... i wanted to take a picture with zijie but it was already 12mn and i still had school the following day so i gave up and went back home which was quite a pity and i was rather upset too about it... but never mind maybe i will still go again (i will upload the pictures next time when i blog)... i would also be going for an interview for my internship at Chan Brothers Travel on thrsday (i do hope that i will get in) but who knows what would happen(which me luck)... okay i think i will stop now for today i will try to blog as many often as i can but no gurrantees... byeeee
I <3 GLOOMY @ 11:14 AM. Friday, June 1, 2007 Hi... Next week is my exams so i won't be writing for quite sometime... cos i got a job at SIA and that the working hours are going to be quite long... so i may or may not write... to tell you i can go for teens camp liao ... but only the last 2 days as i got exams... for that wek until thursday morning so i rearrange my time and i can go ... anyway just enjoy that 4 weeks of hoildays following that ... isn't it great? Haha ... so till then do i write again... Ciao
I <3 GLOOMY @ 1:36 PM. Friday, May 25, 2007 Hi, I'm so happy today... I went for a job interview on wed and today the person called and i got the job i will be starting work soon ... and do you know i am just so happy... haha... really glad that i got the job but some of my friends did not... but huixin got the job together with me.. yeah we can work together liao...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 2:41 PM. Thursday, May 17, 2007 Today school went fine... except that I slept too late last nite and i was sleeping in DTG class at around 1 pm till 3 pm... teacher was going through the paper and was asking questions and yes she asked me ... I woke up in a dazed and she said she would come back with the question to me again... but she never did and went on to the next paper and never came back to me... as you know i dislike ppl waking me up from my sleep... and my face turn"black"... and then my friend said" who ask you to sleep in class when she is teaching"... then i told her :"but i got the questioned correct so i sleep loh"... then she took my paper and laugh cos the question that was easy i got it wrong,but the question that was diffcult i got correct... then she took my paper and went to my teacher... then my teacher called me and told me that when using the more complex method i have to be careful lest i make mistakes and got no marks... but i feel that she was trying to tell me use my method instead of yours...but i can't be bothered with her at least i got the marks using my own method of doing the question...haha
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:16 PM. Monday, May 14, 2007 
I <3 GLOOMY @ 4:34 PM. Friday, May 4, 2007 hi ... finally found time to write in my blog... the pass few days has been a busy day and mostly is because that i have been to many places .... last friday i went onboard star ship virgo with my class for a tour on the ship... yesterday i went to tank's school concert at hwa chong instuition and today i finally could find time to update
the trip to the cruise liner was my first ... the place is just so beautiful and nice ... how i wish i could be on the ship for just one day ... the pictures are on my phone later next week then i will upload...
Last night's concert was so nice listening to tank singing songs , example: zhuan shu tian shi , fei ni ni muo shu, gei wo ni de ai, cheng li de yue guang, dong le... He also sang some songs that he wrote and he even had a mini autograph session for the ppl at the concert ... i manage to went to the front and took some close up pictures of him... i was very excited... anyway the photos are still in my phone ... next week i will upload it together with the cruise pictures...
Enjoy your weekends.... Byeeee...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:34 PM. Tuesday, April 24, 2007 Sorry for only updating now... Last friday i went to minds school and as you know ... I was at first assigned to a girl but somehow she ended up following another volunteer.. Then i got June she is a nice person but she has a mentality of an 10 year old... I wanted to bring her to play the games but she refused and kept on shouting that she wants ice-cream.. i tried to keep her down by telling her that there was no ice-cream then she wanted her father and mother and then she said she was sick and wanted to see a doctor... then she made me walk in circles with her ... towards the end i ask her to play one of the games ... she was supposed to pick up the ping pong ball with a cup and walk and put it into another pail... Guess what she did? She pick up the balls with her hand and threw it over ... they were ppl over there and they were hit by the ball it was such a funny sight... Finally went they gave out the prizes for the games each one of them got a packet of titbits and she opened her packet and stuffed her mouth full without chewing on the snacks and boy was i shock... By she was a funny girl and i really enjoyed myself with her and she did left me many memories which i would never forget...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 12:07 PM. Friday, April 20, 2007 Hi... This week has been a long week ever since school started... Well ... this week i had to hand in 2 projects and i was well ... quite busy and therefore only update my blog today... Today i would be going to volunteer and help the minds school at their sports day and yes i'm looking forwaed to today... Later when i come back i will tell you more about the trip....Byeee
I <3 GLOOMY @ 8:58 AM. Monday, April 16, 2007 hi guys... Today's first day of school after 3 weeks of holidays... Hope that all of you had a nice break... i spent my holidays watching drama serials all day long at home... Then i went out with some of my friends... Celebrated Good friday with my church friends went to city harvest for the easter celebrations and benny hinn conference... Basically my holidays are very boring.. doing nothing but sit on the sofa watch all day long... I'm horible ?right?
I <3 GLOOMY @ 11:48 AM. Friday, March 23, 2007 hi..today's a nice new day.. i uploaded some photos of myself... very nice right...By the way, i would not be writing on my blog for 3 weeks cos it is the holidays..Yeahhhh...But if possible i would write ... Enjoy the holidays class TB cos we all deserve it...
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I <3 GLOOMY @ 10:12 AM.
me and sheron.. my good friend in secondary school...during prom nite
me and xiao ying... my bestest friend during my secondary school years..
me when i was 3yrs old at my god-mother's birthday...
me when i was 3 yrs old at my old house...on top of the cupboard with my stuff toys...so happy to be surrounded with toys
I <3 GLOOMY @ 9:59 AM. Thursday, March 22, 2007 Hi...I'm back again today, still at school doing project with STUPID Elfie He is such a piggo...AHHHH... he keep on disturbing me and we keep on scolding each other and back again... Just to tell i got 78 marks for DTG,78 marks for OIT,78 marks for ITI... Very funny right my marks all the same... Just finish project so happy tomorrow no need to stay back and continue some more but when want to print someone lock the self access room one door and we can't go and print ...AHHH... self access room two printer got dots when you print...2days to holidays.....YEahhhh
Labels: STUPID ELFIE PIGGO
I <3 GLOOMY @ 5:58 PM.Last 2 days to holidays... Today at school rushing EFC and DTG project must hand up by tomorrrow... I feel very helpless at times nowdays ,Don't know why feel like crying everytime.. Also just got news that my good friend ,Cindy is out of school already, Just feel like lost something... My friends in school all quite okay... Had class reunion last friday.. Met classmates some of them really change a lot... My best friend ,Xiao Ying got into Office at Bishan ITE too bad she never got into the same school as me ... so sad by the news...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 3:09 PM. Tuesday, March 20, 2007 just now watching taiwan drama serial it started with a kiss, it was damm funny , i love until cry. Nowadays drama all very funny especially a drama i watch recently KO One, Summer X Summer and Devil Beside You , if you have the time and like to watch drama you should watch . Holidays are coming soon start planning what to do for the holidays. If not later very bored at home and start to rot at home.I very bored in the upcoming holidays no one at home or accompny me out .
I <3 GLOOMY @ 5:36 PM.this is my first time writing on my blog and i seriously don't know what to write... But today is fine in school just but a few things that happen in class . Tomorrow having destination geography map test and i haven't study at all . Tonight must burn midnight oil and study already. Counting down to school vacation 3 days......... HaHa...
I <3 GLOOMY @ 4:26 PM.