Monday, January 25, 2010

Have been visiting the dentist frequently this few days
Dentist did some bonding of my teeth whereby he actually makes my teeth bigger
He said that my teeth were kinda getting shorter and that when i sleep i actually grind my teeth
Says it may be from the inherited genes of my parents

Got to found out that is was gotten from good old "DAD" again
inherited all the "GOOD THINGS" from him

Dentist made me make new retainers and stronger ones too
Then happen was eating meat and got stuck in between the teeth
so i wanted to floss my teeth but the floss could not get in at all
then i push a little harder and then the bonding broke
i was super upset as he only did the front but not the back too
so it got stuck in between

and now there is a gap in between the front tooth
and i am due for dentist this wed again

Got a call to collect my retainers today,
Bunny Zhang went along with me too,
cos i accompany her go IMM so she accompany me go JP :)
The retainers were super hard loh
haha :P

Bunny Zhang laughed at me loh :(

tmr bringing retainers to sch to compare the differences
haha :P
big joke :P

GONNA WEAR MY RETAINERS FAITHFULLY FROM NOW ON :)

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I sprained my ankle while crossing the road ...
Thinking back about it, I was laughing all the way ...
Looking out for cars, then not looking out on the road i was stepping on and it happen ...
Luckly i was wearing jeans if not my knees would be in a horrible mess ...
Also because my friend pulled me but i still landed on the ground ...
haha ... went home limping ...

It was damn funny can ...
remembered the last time i sprained my ankle was walking down the stairs and stepped onto a wet leaf and failing down, also got dad to pull me so never fall down the stairs ...
haha ...

Better reflect on my walking now ...
haha ...
Daddy was saying i should learn how to walk properly all over again ...
haha ...

Pay more attention next time, Jolene ... :)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

My brain is under an ALIEN ATTACK by a BUNNY ALIEN :)
haha :P

My mind is all on projects, with the deadlines almost hitting my ass
We are all stressing away.
My brain still can sustain the alien attack but i dont think the wounds will heal so fast
But of course the bunny alien is using ice-cream to heal the wounds which should be healing fast :P

Seriously i wonder how come i am not good during exams but comes to project i can do it easily
how i wish to be good at both

These few days in sch, everything was revolving around the subject of poly
I start to have the fear inside me, even though friends have reassured me time and again
But i just don't feel good thinking about it

Everything seems to be happening in a blur around me

Been to poly open house, found the courses i like
But i just don't know how to cope if i go into poly
Friends are telling me that there are a lot of projects in poly
And i am like 20 years old then go poly
Whereby others are like 17 or 18 years old
I feel damn old can !!!

Next month have to choose course le
Hope that everything will go smoothly
God bless me in everything i do :)

Time just passes so quickly.
Time to graduate.
Time to move on.
Time to grow up.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Just in case you may be wondering why i like the song "Hold Your Dreams" ...
The song really inspired me a lot ...
I once lost all hope and dreams and let myself lose the real me ...
And this song brings me hope and strength ...
To know that i must hold on to what i believe and not let go ...
So believe in yourself :P

I won't let myself get loss again ...
I would hold on to my dreams and never let go ...
No matter what the people say i will hold on :)
School has just started and Mr Sunny Chow has been absent for 2 Days ...
Wonder is he coming tmr or not ...
Maybe he is stuck in the snow in China or Japan and he can't come back ... haha :P
As if only he would be there ... hehe :)

Been thinking about the past years during this just ended hols ...
I realised that god has been good to me ...
And even though 2009 was a bumpy year ... it is still a year gone by ...
2010 would be even better ...

I would be graduating in 3 more months and its good bye to ITE for good ...
But i feel that the future seems to be so full of uncertainties ...
I have to start thinking about what i want to do ...
I know that i need to go to poly ...
But i just don't know what i want to go into ...
The different poly's , the business courses ...

I would so miss the carefree and easy life in ITE ...
My beloved friends, Lecturers ... haha :P

Church ... A Big Question Mark ???
What way should i be in ?
Restore my passion and love for god ...
Let me be able to start anew in youth cg ...
How can i be better at serving god ?
This would be my 6th year serving god ...
Being at a ministry for so long ... haha :P
From that green horn to the now i am ... so much has changed :)
But i still love to serve you more and more each week ...
Make me be able to wake up on time and not be late ... haha :P
Bless everyone in LCD ... and let me and RX to be able to be a better team ...
God help me to bring LCD into another level of serving you ...
Help us bring in fresh blood to serve you ...
Bless us in everything we do for you ...
Help Multi-Media Ministry become stronger and to serve you better ...
Bringing Sunday Service to another level :P


God, help me see the way you want me to go into .
Teach me what i should do .
Show me what you have install for me .
Lead me though the difficulties i am facing .
Bless me in everything i do .
For i know i do it for you and only you .
Keep the "YAM" family stronger and keep our relationship with you stronger.
Bless my 4 grandparents ... They may be old but they are young at heart.
Bless Ah Gong, let him live longer, to see me excel in life .
Let him spend more time with me .
And i know you are there for me .
And everything would be blessed in your name.
Amen :)