Tuesday, September 28, 2010

life just feels great :)
" I WANNA ROCK"

Monday, September 13, 2010


Onew is really super busy :) like a bumble bee :)
nice fan art though :)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

my left ear is stuck for the entire day. paying attention in class was difficult.
woke up in the morning, stuck already. then tried several methods in sch.
still the same, muffled sound and stuck.
after some cajoling by mummy, i headed to the doctors.
but i also found it irritating lah.
doctor's check my ear and said it was called the hearing tube dysfunction.
where by the tube connecting my nose and ears got narrower as i was having flu.
hence the air in the inner ear, could not get out.
outer ears are clean. cannot use ear drops as it wont help at all.
cos its block between the outer ear and inner ear.
so i was feeling like my ears were stuck, lucky its only on one side.
doctor gave me stronger flu medicine, to get rid of the flu quickly. more anti-inflamation tablets to hopefully reduce the swelling of the tube too.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

ANGRY DAY

today may just not be my day. let me do some grumbling now.

during law lesson, we were suppose to explain frustration.
so i did my own research, spend a lot of time on it.
and came up with my own examples of case law.
so when it came to my turn, i said what i research and did my part.
then came the examples, i talk a person whom bought a ticket to watch michael jackson.
but michael jackson died so the contract was frustrated. that came under personal incapacity.
then i talk abt, destruction of subject matter, i gave the indoor stadium got burned down, hence the contract was frustrated as the subject matter was gone and the circumstances were radically different.

then i was done, came along other ppl whom gave other examples and explanations.
UNTIL THIS GAL in my class, whom keep turning around to look at me and gave me a smile.
i thought she was being nice or what, then she talked her piece and she started giving examples.
examples that were MINE, and she USED MY EXAMPLES. same michael jackson died and indoor stadium got burned down. i was super mad. and teacher was looking at me and at her.
like why did the both of you got the same examples, as if we both copied.

and she even had the cheek to smile brightly at me, after she said her piece.
i was like okay, forget abt it. then my dear 18 yrs old, "A" level student, neighbour sitting next to me had to go remind me abt it. and she still said, "WAH, ppl copy your example leh, lucky my example never kena copy by other ppl". i walked out of class on the pretext to go toilet as it was breaktime. i was controlling my anger. how does it feel like to have someone, copying your idea, and made used of your effort in trying to brainstorm for these examples.

i tell you she is a super hypocrite. so after class, it was raining heavily outside, as i was walking out of the lift, i saw her and she smile at me as if telling me "THANKS AH, STUPID FOOL FOR LENDING ME YOUR EXAMPLES". i tell you i opened my umbrella and walked out of sch, practically stomping on the water on the ground and did not care whether it wet my pants or not.

then i met my classmate at the junction, and she asked abt it. how come that girl had the same examples as me, even though i told no one of my examples at all. for like how would i know, and my classmate was smart, she said that must be she must have memorise my examples, when i was talking abt my research and explanation.

SHE IS ONE, IDIOTIC PERSON. plus the fact that i never talk to her since DAY ONE of sch, AT ALL. and she still had the cheek of smiling at me, as though she did nothing wrong at all.

i feel so upset, angry. and grumbling my story to dad and mum, would not even applease the anger in me, plus the smoke bursting out through my brain.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

start of one week of holidays. its also gonna end really soon. so i must treasure my holiday.

recently, i have been like looking at onew's face everyday. haha :)

i must say that KOREA really has EXCELLENT PPL :P

G.NA (I'LL BACK OFF SO YOU CAN LIVE)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


SHINee is BACK :)
WITH LUCIFER ALBUM :)
love ONEW :)

liking ONEW more and more each day :)
busy with school work. struggling with law :) still can manage accounting :)
life is still good cos god is good :)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

sch has relatively started for a week now.
it is not as easy as it seems anymore.
no longer those relax days like in ite.
more of like hard and stressful times now.
shorter lessons means brain has to be like a sponge and absorb things faster.
teachers are fine, quite fine teachers i would say.
classmates are a bit okay here and there.
made a few friends but i know the friendship is not as strong as ite friends :)
the whole class feels like strangers and sometimes like a place for lessons only.
so trying to keep most of my time to studies.
the pace is very fast.
assignments are also in at a very fast pace.
no longer the style of ite, more of like a uni style.

bite the bullet and pull through :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

define hapiness

I ask myself this today. I can't define happiness. Can you ?
I realise that as i come to another stage of my life,
hapiness has turn different, very much different.
The me i am now, obtain hapiness from family and friends.
The rest no.
I want to be able to define happiness someday.
My own definition of hapiness :)

Friday, July 9, 2010

bye KIM BUM, hi ONEW

today, i finally decided to change my hp's dp away. haha :P its like so long is kim bum liao lah :)
So i now going to change to onew :) haha :)
but the thing is that i cant find a suitable picture. i have been like looking everywhere lah.
then like put already feels wierd loh. like its not my phone like that.
i need time to adapt to onew :)


Tuesday, July 6, 2010

ICE CREAM DAY :)

Went out with SHERON for ice cream today !!!


Can you spot the lizard ?

Sheron can't wait to put down the phone to get to the ice cream :)

sucking the spoon in her mouth :)


Greedy monkey :)
Our delicious ICE CREAM :)

Sheron had nutella and vanilla :P
I had baileys and belgium chocolate :P
Sheron lazing around right after finishing the ice cream :)

We finish every single bit of ice cream except the licking part :) haha :)
There after we went to buy cakes at baker's story :)
and we to np to find Yue Yue :)
and surprise her at np :)
she was so long lah. her teams mates are long winded ppl who love the school too much :)
we wait for her like long long :)
then we headed home :)
we shall go out another time again hor MONKEY SHERON !!! :P













BLOGSKIN :)

just changed my blogskin :) thanks to JOEY YAM !!! but it feels weird without the old blogskin :) still save it in case i wanna change back :) hopefully i would blog more often with the new blogskin :)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

went for JCI ASPAC Appreciation Dinner at Kabuki NightClub :)
had loads of fun :)
Then went for drinking at clarke quay :)
i admit i went semi-drunk :) haha :)
that was the first time i drank so much :)
i try my best to update as much as i can :)

Friday, June 18, 2010

dubu has no eyes when he smiles :P i do that sometimes too :P
Other than that, some things that have been happening abt me :P
  1. i passed my ielts :P with great results :P more than what i needed :P
  2. i am starting sch in sma next month on the 19 july :P
  3. i had fun and met ppl in the JCI ASPAC event :P
  4. i am simply slacking at home every single day.
  5. i am watching glee every night.
  6. i am now a GLEEK. *figure it out*
  7. i dont care if this blog is going to be dust filled. haha :P

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

a whopping 2 months since i last blogged. Simply say i am lazy to come up and write something. haha :) more of like gotten used to twitter to talk abt stuff.
so i have nothing to talk.
maybe talk abt some stuff i have been through during this 2 months.
  1. Did not get into poly
  2. Going to SMA in July
  3. Doing IELTS
  4. Just finished IELTS test
  5. Outing with friends
  6. Outing with family
  7. Rotting at home
  8. Going to sam house every alternate day to study for IELTS
  9. Playing fb games like nobody's business
  10. Graduation coming in 1 more day

Life has been pretty much the same or maybe better or going to be even better :)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Today was the last day in ITE ...
i really am going to miss all those times i spent in sch
i seriously do ...
when the paper ended, i felt that a burden has just dropped off but i felt good for only that moment
Then i started to worry abt the future ... even worst when they had the talk ...
it was like i was going to work and not to the poly ...
then i started to miss my friends when i said good bye to them when sam dropped them at the mrt station ...
it was like i was not going to see them again ...
i felt like a bit of my heart was being eaten up ...
but i know our friendship would last not till the very end but at least last till some more ...

No matter what holds in the future, i was glad that i had these bunch with me :P
There may be obstacles, but we overcome them and stayed tgt :P

We are going to hang out tgt soon :P
We are going to continue to text each other :P
We are going to play mj tgt :P
We are going to play L4D and Audi :P
We are always going to be by the phone :P
We are going to gossip tgt :P
We are going to crap tgt :P
We are going through everything tgt :P always :P


Thanks for being a part of my life :P and you always be a part of me :P

I will miss all of you :P really ok :P

No matter what the future may be i am just not going to think abt it ...
I am going to enjoy my hols :P at least for now until april fools day :P

PS: i better recovery no time :P

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Perhaps everyone would be interested to know as in whether i got my bak kwa
The answer is YES !!! and i queued a freaking long 2hrs 45mins ...
But i got SHERON to accompany me ... haha :P

i know you all must be jealous that i got a good buddy who accompanied me :P hehe :)

This year's CNY has been a great time :P
Filled with lots of laughter, fun and food
Ye Ye, Ma Ma and Gu Gu had a 5Days 4 Nights Choa Chu Kang Tour Package :P haha

Details as follows:

Proudly organised by the YAM FAMILY TRAVEL AGENCY ...
Consists of a 4 night stay with famous 5* star hotel at BLK 296B Hotel ...
Free usage of facilities and internet and mj sessions; you name it we have it :P
Itinerary includes "The famous Supermarket Day Tour", Seeing of chinese sinseh at Paya Lebar, The famous Yew Tee Tour, The famous Eat Everything in CCK ...

Sounds interesting right ? haha:XD

We also provide free airport transfers, all meals provided, unlimited usage of facilities and etc

But this package is only available for sale during the week before CNY every year ...
So book your package with us earlier and we provide you with free extensions of your stay at no additional cost until the last flight out of CCK by the CCK Airline Company ... haha:P

Funny Right ? no wonder mummy said that i was suitable for the travel industry ... haha


Anyway it has been a busy time this weeks as exams are coming along and soon before i know it would be the time for graduation and to move on into the next part of my life :)

Seriously i am getting into the pace of this world and life but i don't like the pace at all ...
Everything is simply moving too fast and the ppl are simply irritating ...
Trying to fight over everything, why can't things be simpler ...
Is trying to win someone really that impt ???
i think so bah cos i can feel that the competition is heating up in the air ..........

Thursday, February 11, 2010

lazy is the word to describe the posts that are missing ever since :P

Today went to queue up to buy bak kwa at chinatown ...
The worst thing that happen was, i queued for 3 hours and it was down to just 3 persons and THE BAK KWA WAS SOLD OUT !!!!!!!

I was hopping mad man ...
Really damn angry ...
totally wasted my time, standing for 3 hours ...
Thought that on monday when me and mummy queue up then never got to buy.
Today would be better if i go earlier but the worst had to happen ...
Hais :(

So i made up my mind to go again tmr morning ...
this time i would be there even before the shop is opened for business ...
I want to buy the bak kwa for mummy badly ...
I want to let my mummy eat her favourite bak kwa during cny ...

skinny monkey sheron would be coming with me also ...
but i go queue up first so she no need to wake up so early :)
Then got her accompany me at least not so bored :)

hope to get good news tmr :P

Monday, January 25, 2010

Have been visiting the dentist frequently this few days
Dentist did some bonding of my teeth whereby he actually makes my teeth bigger
He said that my teeth were kinda getting shorter and that when i sleep i actually grind my teeth
Says it may be from the inherited genes of my parents

Got to found out that is was gotten from good old "DAD" again
inherited all the "GOOD THINGS" from him

Dentist made me make new retainers and stronger ones too
Then happen was eating meat and got stuck in between the teeth
so i wanted to floss my teeth but the floss could not get in at all
then i push a little harder and then the bonding broke
i was super upset as he only did the front but not the back too
so it got stuck in between

and now there is a gap in between the front tooth
and i am due for dentist this wed again

Got a call to collect my retainers today,
Bunny Zhang went along with me too,
cos i accompany her go IMM so she accompany me go JP :)
The retainers were super hard loh
haha :P

Bunny Zhang laughed at me loh :(

tmr bringing retainers to sch to compare the differences
haha :P
big joke :P

GONNA WEAR MY RETAINERS FAITHFULLY FROM NOW ON :)

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I sprained my ankle while crossing the road ...
Thinking back about it, I was laughing all the way ...
Looking out for cars, then not looking out on the road i was stepping on and it happen ...
Luckly i was wearing jeans if not my knees would be in a horrible mess ...
Also because my friend pulled me but i still landed on the ground ...
haha ... went home limping ...

It was damn funny can ...
remembered the last time i sprained my ankle was walking down the stairs and stepped onto a wet leaf and failing down, also got dad to pull me so never fall down the stairs ...
haha ...

Better reflect on my walking now ...
haha ...
Daddy was saying i should learn how to walk properly all over again ...
haha ...

Pay more attention next time, Jolene ... :)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

My brain is under an ALIEN ATTACK by a BUNNY ALIEN :)
haha :P

My mind is all on projects, with the deadlines almost hitting my ass
We are all stressing away.
My brain still can sustain the alien attack but i dont think the wounds will heal so fast
But of course the bunny alien is using ice-cream to heal the wounds which should be healing fast :P

Seriously i wonder how come i am not good during exams but comes to project i can do it easily
how i wish to be good at both

These few days in sch, everything was revolving around the subject of poly
I start to have the fear inside me, even though friends have reassured me time and again
But i just don't feel good thinking about it

Everything seems to be happening in a blur around me

Been to poly open house, found the courses i like
But i just don't know how to cope if i go into poly
Friends are telling me that there are a lot of projects in poly
And i am like 20 years old then go poly
Whereby others are like 17 or 18 years old
I feel damn old can !!!

Next month have to choose course le
Hope that everything will go smoothly
God bless me in everything i do :)

Time just passes so quickly.
Time to graduate.
Time to move on.
Time to grow up.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Just in case you may be wondering why i like the song "Hold Your Dreams" ...
The song really inspired me a lot ...
I once lost all hope and dreams and let myself lose the real me ...
And this song brings me hope and strength ...
To know that i must hold on to what i believe and not let go ...
So believe in yourself :P

I won't let myself get loss again ...
I would hold on to my dreams and never let go ...
No matter what the people say i will hold on :)
School has just started and Mr Sunny Chow has been absent for 2 Days ...
Wonder is he coming tmr or not ...
Maybe he is stuck in the snow in China or Japan and he can't come back ... haha :P
As if only he would be there ... hehe :)

Been thinking about the past years during this just ended hols ...
I realised that god has been good to me ...
And even though 2009 was a bumpy year ... it is still a year gone by ...
2010 would be even better ...

I would be graduating in 3 more months and its good bye to ITE for good ...
But i feel that the future seems to be so full of uncertainties ...
I have to start thinking about what i want to do ...
I know that i need to go to poly ...
But i just don't know what i want to go into ...
The different poly's , the business courses ...

I would so miss the carefree and easy life in ITE ...
My beloved friends, Lecturers ... haha :P

Church ... A Big Question Mark ???
What way should i be in ?
Restore my passion and love for god ...
Let me be able to start anew in youth cg ...
How can i be better at serving god ?
This would be my 6th year serving god ...
Being at a ministry for so long ... haha :P
From that green horn to the now i am ... so much has changed :)
But i still love to serve you more and more each week ...
Make me be able to wake up on time and not be late ... haha :P
Bless everyone in LCD ... and let me and RX to be able to be a better team ...
God help me to bring LCD into another level of serving you ...
Help us bring in fresh blood to serve you ...
Bless us in everything we do for you ...
Help Multi-Media Ministry become stronger and to serve you better ...
Bringing Sunday Service to another level :P


God, help me see the way you want me to go into .
Teach me what i should do .
Show me what you have install for me .
Lead me though the difficulties i am facing .
Bless me in everything i do .
For i know i do it for you and only you .
Keep the "YAM" family stronger and keep our relationship with you stronger.
Bless my 4 grandparents ... They may be old but they are young at heart.
Bless Ah Gong, let him live longer, to see me excel in life .
Let him spend more time with me .
And i know you are there for me .
And everything would be blessed in your name.
Amen :)