HEY GUYS ... I'M BACK ... haha ... ok so its been a long long time since i blogged ... not a exactly nice thing ya ... but so far i have been busy with exams and spark camp ... there are a lot of things i want to say but you know it is not very good to be talking bad about ppl ... so i don't want to elaborate more about that ... but good news first i was a success at the spark camp things were so call running as to what i wanted and that overall i was not that bad ... haha ... i know i am thick skin ... haha ... then exams were not so good cos i did not have the time to studay and that when i study last minute not all things go into the brain but at least some got in so not that bad after all ... haha ... ya lah ... so holidays are coming and i have many activities planned out and YES !!! I DON'T INTEND TO WORK AT ALL ... COS I NEED MY SLEEP ... hehe .. so no work so what if i have no money ... i can still live ... not to worry ... haha ... so i would be going to work on my school projects and of course shopping for new year clothes ... better work fast if not chinese new year is coming soon ... can you believe it that chinese new year is only next month ... haha ... so need to work fast ... going to go shopping with xin yue ... haha ... book her liao ... so then church christmas party is only next week so i am going shopping right after i come back from KUKUP TRIP ... haha ... going this sunday and would be back next monday ... so see you guys next time ya ... till i'm back ... BYE !!!

PS: PICTURES LATER AS USUAL ...
PPS: I DON'T LIKE SOMEONE ... STRESS ... THEN WHAT AM I ??? GOING MAD ... DOTS

i am super angry and pissed off ... for the past few days i have been tolerating all the nonsense that is going around in my house ... Almost every time at home when someone is not around my parents would expect me to help the someone who is not at home ... it does not mean that everytime i help the person that i would always help forever ... THEY IN FACT ARE THE ONES TAKING ME FOR GRANTED ... so what if she is busy outside does it meant that you do not need to do your chores at home ... does it meant that your siblings would always be at home to do it for you ... COME ON ... GET A LIFE LAH ... think what just because your siblings are there to help you once does it meant that everytime that you are not at home ... we as sibilings have to help you ... if you feel that i am mean to my sibilings think abt this your sister requires your help to do her chores 2 to 3 times a week and that she doesn't say thank you at all and when ask to say thank you , your sister says i never ask you to do for me what ... so if you were me would you feel like helping her at all ... not to mention that i have 2 sibilings even though that my second sister requires less help in her chores ... tell me would you be mad ... would you feel like not helping at all ... and on top of that your parents can say who is doing the chores and you say its your sister that is outside and they say why can't you help her, don't you think you are too much, if you go for counseling then you would know that you are too much ... and when you try to fight back and they scold you ... think of it ... who is the one that is too much, who is the one that actually requires counseling ...

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Jolene Yam Li Ching Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

here to blog again ... a lot of things have happen within the short span of time ... both happy and unhappy things ... i got my hair rebonded ... spent a bomb on my hair ... haha ... got new clothes and shoes ... i finally bought another pair of flats instead of heels ... bad things next ... for the first time i felt in my life ... i was really unhappy even after a few days ... if you don't know i usually get back to my usual self by the next day after bad things happen ... do you know how hard izit to act like you are happy when you are actually not happy ... do you know how hard izit to smile when you don't want to have a smile on your face ... do you know how hard izit to laugh when you don't feel like laughing at all ... do you know how hard izit to sleep when you don't feel like sleeping ... do you know how hard izit to hold back your tears when you don't feel like holding back your tears ... do you know how hard izit to look at your handphone hoping to see something but nothing is there at all ... do you know how hard izit to not think about you but in the end still thought of you ...


PS: Thanks gals for being there for me (:

My FIRST BLOOD DONATION ... HAHA ...
pain ok ... only when they inject the anesthetic ...

MY PRECIOUS BLOOD ...

wonder who is going to get it ...

Bandage ... haha ...

Our Curry Zazzle Bake Rice ...
Roy aka Ah Choi ...
His unglam pictures ...
His unglam pics ... taken by me ... haha ...

here to blog again ... many things to blog about hor ... firstly went out with roy to plaza singapura for movies ... weeehaha ... then was the blood donation ... it was my FIRST TIME loh ... ok lah ...
then very funny thing happen ... the nurse ask me if i ok ... i said yeah ... then qing yan ask me i also say i am ok ... then qing yan say your lips very pale ... then the nurse ask me again i say feel like vomitting ... haha ... then she ask me what i eat ... i say i got eat hor ... then i say 1 tau kwa , 1 hotdog , 2 small muffins ... then she say ... wah you really eat very little ... then lower my chair down ... and take food give me eat ... then she say next time if donate blood must eat more ... then i say i don't know mah ... then she say don't know ... later die ah ... then i laugh ... haha ...
... gonna post the pictures ok ... so lesser waiting time this round ... haha ... have been working at mum's office ... so was kinda busy ... then came the results for school ... i can say i am happy at all ... i think i am starting to get complacent ... 2 B's and 1 C ... really bad GPA was only 2.688 ... really bad ... i think next sem gonna CHIONG liao ... let the pictures do the talking then i do the talking ... haha ...

MY COLLECTION OF PICTURES WITH MY FAMILY

Samantha in plaits ...
Samantha in plaits trying to escape from picture taking ...
XinYue I think you love it ... haha ...
They two just love it ... What does it look like ? haha (:
OMG ... Nice Sahring ...
Group Discussion ...
Candy Floss eating ...
Fang eating candy floss ...
Fang why are you laughing until like that ...
Not listening to class but taking pictures ...

The sisters ...
Fang do you need to play until like that ....
Fang reading magazine ...
Sam and Eunice ...
Fang Messy Hair ...

Yue what are you doing inside .... Playing DJ MAX ...
Battling ....
Picturing ...
Yue Jia You in Brain Age 2 ...
Eunice whose hand are you trying to hold ...

Milo DRINKING ... is it that nice ...
Who are you thinking about ?
Fang what are you laughing about ?

MY COLLECTION OF PICTURES WITH MEOW MEOW

ok i am here to fufil all my pass promises about the pictures ... i will upload them now all at one go ... haha ... enjoy ... to see the pictures ... go back to the posts ... and it will be together with it
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Waiter Cockroach ... haha ...
Kor Kor Cockroach ...
Mama singing ...
Mama cutting Bdae Cake ...
Mama with her Bdae Cake ... Lao Mei eating the LARGEST piece of CAKE ...

Mama and Kor Kor Cockroach ...
Mama and Kor Kor Cockroach ...
Nice Pair ... Jing Yi and Jing Qiang ...
Mama PRETTY LEGS ... MEI TUI ...
The sisters ... quite blur pic loh ...

Here to blog again ... haha ... it has been a nice holiday but the weather is just too hot for me to take it ... just hate the hot sun ... haha ... been to kbox yesterday to celebrate Jing Yi's Birthday ... got me, kor kor cockroach and lao mei lao pao and mama ... we went to the kbox at jurong entertainment ... so since i have internet i will post the pictures ... let the pictures do the talking bah ...