here to blog again ... a lot of things have happen within the short span of time ... both happy and unhappy things ... i got my hair rebonded ... spent a bomb on my hair ... haha ... got new clothes and shoes ... i finally bought another pair of flats instead of heels ... bad things next ... for the first time i felt in my life ... i was really unhappy even after a few days ... if you don't know i usually get back to my usual self by the next day after bad things happen ... do you know how hard izit to act like you are happy when you are actually not happy ... do you know how hard izit to smile when you don't want to have a smile on your face ... do you know how hard izit to laugh when you don't feel like laughing at all ... do you know how hard izit to sleep when you don't feel like sleeping ... do you know how hard izit to hold back your tears when you don't feel like holding back your tears ... do you know how hard izit to look at your handphone hoping to see something but nothing is there at all ... do you know how hard izit to not think about you but in the end still thought of you ...


PS: Thanks gals for being there for me (: