FURIATING AND DISGUSTED STUFF

this post was supposed to be uploaded yesterday but i could not finish writhing so posted today ... i recently when to work at "A PLACE" thinking that i would only work for 3 weeks as cashier and just leave the job with the money ... but first day at that work place was still fine ... when came second day i had some questions and voids that i did not know ... when i ask ppl , they say you treat me then i teach you ... the customer stare at me blankly ... and they meant serious ... not once but twice ... there is a limit to my tolerance i tell you ... when i needed to get something ... the ppl that was suppose to help me told me can't you see i'm busy can't you go get yourself ... my customer can also shake head ... i tell you the ppl there are all racist ... so i decided to resigned on sat ... cos i was already feeling very angry and sadden by this matter ... let me tell you i find that that place is very bad and not to work in that place anymore ... so i when don't and told them that i would not be working anymore ... and i was told that i have to work for at least 3 days before i would get my pay ... just imagine working for 2 days from 9-7pm and 9-1am ... and no pay ... but i got my pay lah in the end my NEW GODMA helped me got it back ... so now i am working in my mom office helping them do stuff ... still ok cos at least the people here are still better then there... now for my hand phone ... sent it to repair shop on monday ... was told that could get it done on the spot ... but no had to leave it there ... day after day daddy has been calling the guy and going down to see whether izit done or not but still not ok yet ... so still mad at need to use lousy phone ... hope that i can get my phone back tonight but no HIGH HOPES ... HAHA ... talk next time ...

ok ... more bad news ... the guy that always help dad to repair phone is on holiday and will only be back on 23 June ... AHHH... horror ... without my phone ... but contacts may be saved but no gurantee ... he say must be the cable spoil not the software ... but still living in bad times ... got a spare phone but not nice as my phone to use ...

SMS ME YOUR NUMBERS ... I LOST ALL MY CONTACTS ...

Hey hay ... good things don't happen ... but bad things keep on happening ... first was the shock of my life by the lizard ... now is my handphone which died on me ... goodness gracious ... i think i am going to faint ... called the centre ask me to go down to service centre could be hardware problem ... think may need to take and service ... so if you are my friend and i know you sms me your number ... cos i really lost all my contacts ... thanks ...

COUNTING DOWN TO HOLIDAYS ... 5 DAYS TO GO ... YUPPIE ...

ok .. the 2nd thing i want to blog about is how God spoke to me during the teens camp ... this year was meant like a healing for me and to let me be able to walk out of my past and to help others who were previously like me ... and that i should not be ashamed of my past deeds ... God showed me about how last year he had a calling for me that was to become a co-worker in church and this year i listen to his calling and responded and is now a co-worker ... things for me are not like in the past ... more things were expected of me and that i started to serving both in teens service and main service ... i was suppose to have grown up ... and i am starting to grow up le ... no longer the person that i am used to being ... i can feel that God is trying to let me know that he has more things installed for me but it is still not the time to tell me yet ... and that i should just continue to do what he wants of me and wait patiently at his altar ... ok i know that i should not critisize but i feel that it is not right of these people ... we started singing in praise and worship new songs that were sang during teens camp ... breakaway and wo yong yuan de jiu zhu ... our c7hurch mostly are middle age people and those people can say are these are the songs like rap for old people ... i was sadden but can't blame them ... but i still feel quite sore ... if the church always sing old songs to cater to old people then what about the youngsters ? its like nothing caters to us ... the sermons are already very bored and what happens if the songs are too ... then no teenagers are willing to come ... and the church would really become a old persons only church ... really these people need to get a life ... ok ... god pls forgive my sin for saying all these things but i really feel unfair for you ... Amen ...
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ok ... i had something to tell ... i think that i am still in a state of shock and horror by lizards ... on friday night when i sleep i dreamed that at the back of my dad's car had BATS , COCKROACHES , LIZARDS, RATS ... and i was xia xing de loh ... i tell you the stupid lizard has created a huge impact on me loh ... need time to recover from state of shock ... lizards get out of my life ...

Ok ... i said that i was not going to blog but i have 2 big things to blog about ... which i am dying to say ... the first one is about a LIZARD ... second is about God speaking to me ... ok here goes ... last night when i reach home from teens camp and i on the light in the living i saw something running into corridor of my house which leads to my bedroom ... so when i on the light in the corridor the LIZARD ran into my room ... HORRENDOUS ... i saw it on the wall in my room and i chase it back to the corridor ... i ran into the kitchen and took SHIELDTOX and spray at the LIZARD ... but it never die ... horror it ran into the kitchen and stood at one corner i practically watch eye to eye ... i was tired and wanting my bed ... so i told the lizard ... i am going to bath when i come out i don't want to see you ... so i went and bath ... i was excepting it to have left already but ... NO ... it was still standing at the corner where it was ... i was damn furious ... i spray more SHIELDTOX at it but still no reaction from it , throw shoe at it but still never die ... then it overturn and started to struggle ... i got frighten and off the lights ran into my room ... close the door and all windows and force myself to sleep ... this morning when i woke up i thought my dad would have killed the LIZARD but NO it was still lying in the same place but this time no struggling just overturned and not moving ... i was like OMG ... in the morning did my mom or dad step on it ... then i took the dust pan and start poking at it no reaction ... so slowly push the dead LIZARD onto the dustpan like scooping and i ran into the toilet and flush it down and i make sure i press many times ... so no proper funeral for it ... too bad cos i was scared of it ... i am going off le ... talk about the second thing next time ...

Feeling tired and WANTING my BED ... aHHH ... also feeling unable to contain the madness in me ... last night was the first day of teens camp everything was excellent and i feel that God is going to start up a change in me ... so awaitng for the ultimate calling of my life ... but won't tell you what is it first until i confirm myself ... update more tmr loh ...

hehe ... here to blog again ... i got an excuse chit for wearing slippers to school for the whole of this week ... hehe ... so today would be the first day of teens camp ... joey went in the morning and jazreel would be going with me this evening ... so i would be getting a few approved leave if not i would be late ... so if i have the time in sch i would be blogging more often ... i feel that i am getting ADDICTED to DJ MAX ... OMG ... and my friend still can tell me saying who was the one who said that DJ MAX was not fun at all and she would never play ... and can play until my friend's psp died on my hands ... hehe ... now dying to play again ... haha ... so after this lesson i am going home, change and off i go and would only be back late tonight ... ok so that's fer now ... ciao ...

Post this fer my gugu to see so she can buy fer me in hongkong ... i want black color ... and the frame in silver ... hehe ... thank you ...

today i wore slippers to school again ... cos yesterday i saw that the blister heal le ... then i go and peel and it bleed again ... so now painful loh ... so no one to blame but me ... hehe ... still can laugh somemore ... last friday i had OFA test ... and the pc that i was using could not print even after i tried 3 times and the indian teacher still don't want to let me change pc ... i was hopping started to get anxious cos not much time left ... then another teacher let me change pc ... then only did i manage to print ... the indian teacher always like that the other day AFD test also same thing ... the exam only say no writing in pencil on answer paper but did not say anything abt writing in pencil on question paper ... and as usual i wrote a lot of stuff on the question paper and make me erase it of ... wa lao ... and still can argue saying that instructions say cannot ... then i go ask AFD teacher she say can write on question paper loh ... waste my time only ... i don't know what would it be like if she was teaching me loh ... i guess would be horrendous ba ... so this week is teens camp week and i can't go so would be shuttling in out every night for sermon ... my sisters are going ... this year would be very different from previous from last year as my classes end later and that means i would rush like mad liao loh ... sat i had teens service and sun main serrvice loh ... so as usual after service go home and watch "TV" ... yesterday watch princess diaries 2 ... damn cool loh ... am i childish or what ... still like those fairytale kind of story ... ok blog next time ya ...