ok .. the 2nd thing i want to blog about is how God spoke to me during the teens camp ... this year was meant like a healing for me and to let me be able to walk out of my past and to help others who were previously like me ... and that i should not be ashamed of my past deeds ... God showed me about how last year he had a calling for me that was to become a co-worker in church and this year i listen to his calling and responded and is now a co-worker ... things for me are not like in the past ... more things were expected of me and that i started to serving both in teens service and main service ... i was suppose to have grown up ... and i am starting to grow up le ... no longer the person that i am used to being ... i can feel that God is trying to let me know that he has more things installed for me but it is still not the time to tell me yet ... and that i should just continue to do what he wants of me and wait patiently at his altar ... ok i know that i should not critisize but i feel that it is not right of these people ... we started singing in praise and worship new songs that were sang during teens camp ... breakaway and wo yong yuan de jiu zhu ... our c7hurch mostly are middle age people and those people can say are these are the songs like rap for old people ... i was sadden but can't blame them ... but i still feel quite sore ... if the church always sing old songs to cater to old people then what about the youngsters ? its like nothing caters to us ... the sermons are already very bored and what happens if the songs are too ... then no teenagers are willing to come ... and the church would really become a old persons only church ... really these people need to get a life ... ok ... god pls forgive my sin for saying all these things but i really feel unfair for you ... Amen ...
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