Brand New Year, Brand New Me, Brand New Life

"Hold Your Dream"

Countless hours of learning more
Countless hours of knowing less
Can't look behind you
You have to look ahead.

So many doubts running through your mind
All the excuses
Don't have the time
All the rejection you have to leave behind

Leave it all behind

Hold your dreams
Don't ever let it go
Be yourself
And let the world take notice

You'll find strength
When people being you down
They will see
If you will only, only believe

Someway, Somehow (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't give up now (Don't give up)
Don't be afraid to succeed (to succeed, yeah)

Someway, somehow (Come on, everybody)
The time is right now (It's our time, yeah)
Don't be afraid to succeed (to succeed, yeah!)

Hold your dreams
Don't ever let it go
Be yourself
And let the world take notice

You'll find strength
When people bring you down
They will see
If you will only, only believe.

I think i have gotten pretty lazy to blog and the laziness is settling into at a very fast speed :P
I have to admit even though it is the hols, i just simply can't lift up the spirit to get into the mode of doing projects ...
I don't know what is wrong with me ... I feel kinda of mess up on the inside ...
I get sluggish and always being a home person ...
Never leaving the house ... I guess i am really tired of all the things that are happening ...
I start to feel the importance of family really heavily ...
I start to feel that like i am all alone and that life is becoming very hard to carry on ...
I wonder how come life is not a bed of roses ...
I feel like my eyelids just wanna close and ignore the things that are happening right in front of my eyes ...
I WANNA TO BE THE SELF THAT I USED TO BE ...
It will be the resolution for the year 2010 ...
I want to return to where I was, picked up myself and move on ...
I believe that i will and that my friends and family are all waiting for me ...
I do not have a lot of time, i would have to get back on my feet fast ...
Too much time has been wasted and that no more time is going to be wasted anymore ...
I trust that i can do it ...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to Everyone :P

PS: the song "Hold Your Dreams" from the movie "Fame" really inspired me a lot :P

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF THAT I CAN DO IT :P

i have not been blogging :P haha ...

Simply because i am so lazy to blog ...

Things have been ok but i think that times are going to get worst ...

So this is what i have been thinking recently :)

My little "LIFE" understandings

Life is never a bed of roses but it should not be all full of thorns ...
Life was never meant to be easy always full of ups and downs ...
Life is not suppose to be relax because there would be someone who wants to pull you down ...
Life is always full of surprises that would always come when you least expect them ...
Life is also full of obstacles that you would have to overcome them yourself ...
Life also makes you grow up even if you don't want to ...
Life also has things that make you angry and you would feel like biting off heads ...
Life makes you realise that things don't go according to the way you want it to be ...
Life is full of things that can make you laugh and carry on with life ...
Life is also being able to spend precious moments with your family and knowing that they are there for you ...
And life has little pleasures like your cute little friends always being there for you ...

"From the words of Jolene's brain " :P

this makes me treasure life even more because of this chinese saying that i have been using in my daily life "人生短短几十年"

so live life to its fullest :)

JOLENE IS BUSY THIS UPCOMING FEW WEEKS, BE RIGHT BACK TO BLOGGING SOON :P

Photos Galore of Taiwan Trip (Part Two) ...

Still plenty of photos coming up ... Be patient and wait ... haha :)

Miss Zhang's Birthday Surprise Photos Galore :)

Feeling Tired Already Miss Zhang ???
Daytona ... haha :)

Food Delicious Dinner ...

What's so funny ???

At ASTONS ...

Para Para Queen ...

Cutting its mouth into 2 parts ...

Blow it away ...

Xin Yue and her Xin Xin Cake ...

Candles in the middle of the Eyes :)

Photos Galore of Taiwan Trip :)

Photos Galore of Taiwan Trip (Part One) ...

Stay Tune For Part Two ... Coming Soon :)

Hello Hello :) Jolene is back after the weeks of hols :)

Hols has been filled with sleep and drama and more sleep and more drama ... haha :)

What i did during my hols ???

- I went to taiwan again for a holiday :)
been there shopping like a crazy woman ...
spend all my money by the second day ...
ate nice food ... ESPECIALLY SHILIN CHICKEN ... haha :) (Make Yue super jealous) haha :)
came back with 10 pairs of shoes, 4 bags, 16 pieces of clothing and loads of accessories
( i manage to buy the Boys over flowers necklace too ... super fruitful shopping spree :)
and my baggage was 23 kg ... almost needed to pay for excess baggage ...

- Went for a day trip to amk
was wanting to go do the transfer of the ez link card so we meeted loh ... me, yue and wen ... cheating could not come ... after changing we head to Fish & Co for lunch , then bought tickets to watch Fame ... not too bad lah ... then walked around aimlessly then found Astons and settle for dinner ... then home it was :)

- Spend my time watching all the drama that was in my house ...
GuGu passed them to me some time ago but had no time to watch so may as well make full use of the time :)

Watch Dajang's Spring, This Hateful Love, Hot Shot, Brown Sugar Macchiato :)
Also read books by Low Kay Hua, Yue passed them to me too ... nice stories ya :)

- Celebrate Yue's birthday at her house ... (House was super far loh ... Chai Chee ... )
so we wanted to surprise her with a DURIAN CAKE ... haha ... went hunting for it with wen loh ...
then on the actual day i meet wen super early, then went to collect cake bought some booze and cab to her house ...
then we wanted to surprise her loh ... then so we called her and wen kept laughing and yue dad saw her ... then yue bro heard me talking outside the house ... LOL ... then yue saw us ... haha :)
we were so busted ... haha ...
so cut the cake, drank the booze then headed to Dobby Ghaut ... to satisfy yue's para para desire ... then i also tried a hand at playing ... not bad lah ... then we were making fun of the moves ... haha ... got some was called taxi then the seaweed game ... super funny lah ...
then we played daytona ... then we challenge ddr battle ver. ... i won ... haha ... and yue swear to beat me next time ... then headed to lan shop ... played audition ... haha ... wen kept winning ... it was like until level 6 then yue and i can take a break and let wen play her own game ...
then we played Life 4 Dead ... this time i never scream at all but was super calm and super cold ... then one guy came along and hell broke lose ... he alerted the witch and wen and i was killed then we exited the game ... stupid person loh ...

Then we headed to The Cathay for dinner ... ASTONS for dinner ... thought going to be lesser ppl but no loh queued for like 20 mins before getting a table ... then ordered food but it took super long to come ... then we were like counting if i finished my onion rings and they still haven served they are going to get hell ... but lucky it came if not ... haha ...

then headed back to play ddr then we parted ways soon after ...


So today is the second day of sch and my timetable is super sulky ... super late going home timings ... and super late coming to sch timings ... so as usual photos later and till some other time then :)

Back in school today even though i was planning on self study at home ... Due to Mrs Joanna Seam got problems with our EVM video ... LOL ... make Yue come back with me ... haha ... in the end Wen also came along ... Because of 1 stupid video ... LOL ...

Things have not been going smoothly these past few days ...
All i can say is that things are not what it seems to be these days ...
There is really still a whole lot of things to learn from human relations and how to manage relationships ...
Life is really never a bed of roses and things won't always go smoothly the way you want it to be ...
Sometimes i really just shut my eyes and take a back seat towards everything, no use trying so hard ...

Exams are just round the corner ... Been studying a fair bit lah ... I am after all still worried about my results :)
Good News !!!
I would be going to TAIWAN ... YIPPIE !!!!!!
Next week i would be flying off for a week before coming back ...
This would be my second trip in a year ... and it was only 5 months back that i have just been to taiwan ...

Just by thinking of all the things in taiwan makes my mouth water :)
Anyway, wish me good luck for exams ... and to my besties too :)
Till later then :)

(PS: there was actually suppose to be a post on my birthday but blogger was not working properly so i never manage to post lah ... for the pictures and details can visit my bestie blog ... )

Today just presented our Event Management Project ... Done quite well lah ... our team :)
We manage to get our Celebratory Party from Mrs Seam :)
Anyway, I really want to thank my team mates, XinYue, ZiTing, HuiWen and Jasmine ...
Thank you, even thought i may be not so nice temper to you all but thank you for tolerating me ... Being there for me and helping me to fight "Chen Shui Bian" and for pouring honey also ... haha ... then thank you ... i really enjoy working tgt with you all ...

To: XinYue, Zi Ting, Hui Wen

Thank You and I really love you guys :)

Changed new blogskin and got a cute bear mixpod ...

Thanks to my daughter Wei Wei :) and Xin Yue :)

I have manage to get my anger down all thanks to my friends and my mummy :)

No use getting angry over all these stupid things ...

Not worth my time anyway ...

Been doing project these weekend and manage to finish now only waiting for cheating then can pass up already :)

Today Cheating and XinYue never come school then only had HuiWen to pei me in school ...

But thank god that S&W is CANCELLED ... haha ... also i forgot to bring pe attire :) only remember when HuiWen told me in SCHOOL but then too late already ... haha :)

then today nothing much happen lah ... only quite bored ... make fun of Shen Jing Po during lunch just now ... haha :)

So fun ... Battle with HuiWen becomes my only pleasure ... cos last week she kept winning then previous i keep winning also ... hopefully this week will keep winning her ... haha :)

also hor i think i addicted to PATAPON liao ... keep hogging on to XinYue psp playing then can play until no batt then say shit out loud in MRT ... haha ... so unglam some more than got ppl looking at me ...

till next time lah ... never study for EVM test then Mrs Seam say want to call parents and telll them that we never study ... because we doing project mah then call for what ... LOL ...

ByeBye :) :)

Things has just gotten overboard these few days ... and i write this blog post because i am not going to let "YOU" get away scotfree AND YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW WHO AM I TALKING ABOUT ... if you don't write about me why the hell would i go and write about you ... then you said that i used HARSH words then i would say if you consider that HARSH then i would say you are just acting like a GAL ... I HAVE ALREADY WARN YOU TO GET LOST BUT YOU STILL CHOSE TO PROVOKE ME ... you have only YOURSELF to blame ... you can choose to BRAIN-WASH everyone around me BUT PEOPLE have EYES TO SEE AND EARS TO HEAR ... and don't think that you can use any of my friends to hurt me cos i am not going to let you do that ... AND IF YOU EVER DARE HURT MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU GET AWAY WITH IT ... and one thing for sure I AM NOT GOING TO TOLERATE YOUR NONSENSE ANYMORE ... I HAVE HAD ENOUGH ALREADY ... you better not tread on the line and if you PROVOKE me once more i WOULD NOT HESITATE to FIGHT BACK ... MARK MY WORDS ... also get it clear that it is you that is clinging on to the past like a mad man and not letting go ... NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO CHANGE BACK TO THE PAST ...

Many things have change for these past few weeks or months... Things have gone really different and i am getting along with my life very pretty much better ... I just hope that things will return to the time where i just only need to concentrate on school work and church and family only ... I want things to go back to like last time but not with you in it ... i want my original life back ... so please stop bothering me and get yourself a new life ... i really wish that you can respect my decisions and leave me alone ... i don't care what has happen in the past but now is now ... this is what i want ... i am just too busy with too many things ... so please GET LOST ...

Alright, now for pretty much updates about me ...

• My status has change from taken to single ... and i am happy ...
• Remember i said that my ear hole was slanted ... well i have since left the ear hole to close by itself and then got it pierce again and now it is progressing very well
• I got a new phone my SAMSUNG F480 ...
• I changed from pre-paid to line.
• I cut my fringe
• I am busy with my school work
• Many projects are flooding in
• my Event Management project is happening just round the corner on 5 to 7 June .
• I love my friends even more
• I have more free time to do my own stuff
• I finished reading the whole Twilight Series (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn) the new book is coming out this year and there is also the movie. the book is good .
• I spend more time with my friends and family
• Lastly, i am actually enjoying my life to the fullest :)

that's all ... till next time :)

Harlow EVERYONE ... i am here to blog finally after much pestering my my friends ... ok ... here's what happening recently to me ... hehe ...

• I am going to taiwan from 5th april to 9th april
• I bought a new screen protector and leather pouch for my IPOD
• I send my IPOD for repair as it could not play songs at all (think it has gone bonkers)
• A lot of things happen during projects and now the friendship has crack lines ... not with my buddies lah ...
• My 3th ear hole had and infection and the person who pierce my hole pierce it slantly so I LET THE HOLE CLOSE but i am going to get another one real soon ...
• During CNY a lot of meeting up with relatives and also saw a lot of NEW cousins i never saw before
• I lost BF psp memory card
• I am currently a FACEBOOK ADDICT
• I am sick , down with flu and cough
• Exam week is coming next week then its hols
• Valentine's Day i got flowers and chocolates and then we buddies bought some things for me ...
• Yesterday go to sim lim square , we bought a character of what we like then there is a button for you to press and it lights up ...

Try to upload pictures if possible lah ...

Next time ... Bye Bye :)

have not been blogging for a long time ... so some updates ... i got a pair of new spectacles and it was the same design as samuel's ... OMG ... lucky it was of different colour ... haha ... then i got my THIRD EAR HOLE PIERCED yesterday ... hehe ... then i finally bought the earring that i was looking for the connect 2 ear holes kind ... and then finally its going to be CHINESE NEW YEAR ... and i bought a lot of clothes and shoes this year ... i just had reunion dinner with ye ye last sunday and it was fun ... haha ... update more next time :)