I think i have gotten pretty lazy to blog and the laziness is settling into at a very fast speed :P
I have to admit even though it is the hols, i just simply can't lift up the spirit to get into the mode of doing projects ...
I don't know what is wrong with me ... I feel kinda of mess up on the inside ...
I get sluggish and always being a home person ...
Never leaving the house ... I guess i am really tired of all the things that are happening ...
I start to feel the importance of family really heavily ...
I start to feel that like i am all alone and that life is becoming very hard to carry on ...
I wonder how come life is not a bed of roses ...
I feel like my eyelids just wanna close and ignore the things that are happening right in front of my eyes ...
I WANNA TO BE THE SELF THAT I USED TO BE ...
It will be the resolution for the year 2010 ...
I want to return to where I was, picked up myself and move on ...
I believe that i will and that my friends and family are all waiting for me ...
I do not have a lot of time, i would have to get back on my feet fast ...
Too much time has been wasted and that no more time is going to be wasted anymore ...
I trust that i can do it ...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to Everyone :P

PS: the song "Hold Your Dreams" from the movie "Fame" really inspired me a lot :P

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF THAT I CAN DO IT :P