Brand New Year, Brand New Me, Brand New Life

"Hold Your Dream"

Countless hours of learning more
Countless hours of knowing less
Can't look behind you
You have to look ahead.

So many doubts running through your mind
All the excuses
Don't have the time
All the rejection you have to leave behind

Leave it all behind

Hold your dreams
Don't ever let it go
Be yourself
And let the world take notice

You'll find strength
When people being you down
They will see
If you will only, only believe

Someway, Somehow (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't give up now (Don't give up)
Don't be afraid to succeed (to succeed, yeah)

Someway, somehow (Come on, everybody)
The time is right now (It's our time, yeah)
Don't be afraid to succeed (to succeed, yeah!)

Hold your dreams
Don't ever let it go
Be yourself
And let the world take notice

You'll find strength
When people bring you down
They will see
If you will only, only believe.

I think i have gotten pretty lazy to blog and the laziness is settling into at a very fast speed :P
I have to admit even though it is the hols, i just simply can't lift up the spirit to get into the mode of doing projects ...
I don't know what is wrong with me ... I feel kinda of mess up on the inside ...
I get sluggish and always being a home person ...
Never leaving the house ... I guess i am really tired of all the things that are happening ...
I start to feel the importance of family really heavily ...
I start to feel that like i am all alone and that life is becoming very hard to carry on ...
I wonder how come life is not a bed of roses ...
I feel like my eyelids just wanna close and ignore the things that are happening right in front of my eyes ...
I WANNA TO BE THE SELF THAT I USED TO BE ...
It will be the resolution for the year 2010 ...
I want to return to where I was, picked up myself and move on ...
I believe that i will and that my friends and family are all waiting for me ...
I do not have a lot of time, i would have to get back on my feet fast ...
Too much time has been wasted and that no more time is going to be wasted anymore ...
I trust that i can do it ...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to Everyone :P

PS: the song "Hold Your Dreams" from the movie "Fame" really inspired me a lot :P

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF THAT I CAN DO IT :P

i have not been blogging :P haha ...

Simply because i am so lazy to blog ...

Things have been ok but i think that times are going to get worst ...

So this is what i have been thinking recently :)

My little "LIFE" understandings

Life is never a bed of roses but it should not be all full of thorns ...
Life was never meant to be easy always full of ups and downs ...
Life is not suppose to be relax because there would be someone who wants to pull you down ...
Life is always full of surprises that would always come when you least expect them ...
Life is also full of obstacles that you would have to overcome them yourself ...
Life also makes you grow up even if you don't want to ...
Life also has things that make you angry and you would feel like biting off heads ...
Life makes you realise that things don't go according to the way you want it to be ...
Life is full of things that can make you laugh and carry on with life ...
Life is also being able to spend precious moments with your family and knowing that they are there for you ...
And life has little pleasures like your cute little friends always being there for you ...

"From the words of Jolene's brain " :P

this makes me treasure life even more because of this chinese saying that i have been using in my daily life "人生短短几十年"

so live life to its fullest :)